for F
"I love you. I love you in a very special way. Because you're stardust in a supernova and I'm a grain of sand on a beach.
The feeling is limitless. Grief and love, they belong together. Sadness comes from love. And out of sorrow there will be love. Again and again. Until it is no longer possible. Until I burn up in the atmosphere of my own soul, eaten up by my own feelings."
those few sentences don't seem special on their own, but they might be my favorite out of all the sentences i have ever written.
because even though i tried my best for you, i gave my all for you, you took my little heart out of my giving hand and twisted it, threw it out with the words "i never loved you." and you dared to tell me you wanted to be my friend.
i don't know if you can grasp it in your little world, but that is not what friends do.
friends don't tell each other that their lips taste exactly like they imagined.
friends don't break each other's hearts.
and i know that i'm the only one that will ever love me as much as i loved you.
but that doesn't make it any less cruel.
i wish i could be mad at you, but there's just nothing i feel for you except pity.
i'd wish you a happy life, but i think the word happiness doesn't exist in your head.
Oh lonely is the one who can't
Forgive himself
Then no one else
Can enter through his heart
Cold, cold October night
Memories he holds too tight
Water falls from clouds that cannot hold
Somewhere down the riverbank runs something she once had
Long gone, empty is the one who can't
Forget the past
And all she was
Moments never last
YOU ARE READING
𝕸𝖎𝖓𝖉 𝕺𝖋 𝕸𝖎𝖓𝖊
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