Aizawa x [SUICIDAL] female reader

13 - //SELF HARM//

'I'll return, I just forgot something.' I murmur. 

I get off Aizawa's lap and go to his room - it might be my room as well but I'm not entirely sure. 

I close the door and lean against it and I listen to their conversation. 

'Heya Sho!'

'What do you want Hizashi?'

'Just to check up on my best friend!'

'On the phone, you said this was urgent. You are currently wasting my time so if you have something to say, spill it.' Shota snarls. 

'Why are you not at-'

'It's personal-'

'Look Shota. This abused bitch you're dating is ruining your life, she is wasting your time, taking you away from your friends and occupation. You need to give up on her, you only love her because she has a cat quirk!' Mic says. 

I flinch at his response and tears start filling my eyes. 

I wait for Aizawa to respond but he sighs. 

'You know what your problem is, Mic?' Aizawa grumbles. 

'You're jealous. You're jealous that I am not spending time with you anymore, you're jealous because I don't exactly talk to you anymore except for work, and you're jealous because I found someone!' Aizawa yells. 'This abused woman has been through so much shit in her life and I know that because I witnessed it! I witnessed what she had to go through since the age of 6! YOU CAN NOT SAY SHIT ABOUT HER, YOU DON'T KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT HER! SO YOU CAN SHUT UP AND FUCK OFF!'

Silence filled the room, tears were silently streaming down my face and I covered my mouth so I couldn't make any noise. 

'She's a pathetic little slut, Aizawa. Your love for her is fake-'

'LEAVE!' Aizawa yells, I hear Present Mic huff and slam the front door after he leaves

I start shaking and sobbing and my ears pin to my head but I don't make any noise. 

Aizawa sighs quietly. 

I stand up and open the door. 

Aizawa's head immediately snaps toward the door and his eyes immediately widen. 

'Y-Y/n.' He stutters, tears coming to his eyes. 

I sprint to the bathroom and he chases me. I quickly slip into the bathroom and lock the door and lean against it, preventing Aizawa from getting in. 

'Y/n, Kitten. Please, open the door.' He says, banging on the door once. 

I don't respond and start rummaging through the drawer. I needed something sharp. 

I found a pair of sharp scissors. 

'Y/n, please. Open the bathroom door. Let me explain.' Aizawa says through the door. 

I hold one of the pointy corners over my wrists and start cutting them, creating lines one at a time.  

Aizawa bangs against the door, starting to lose his patience. 

'Y/n.' He says desperately. 

I swap hands and start cutting the other wrist, Aizawa bangs against the door once more. 

'I'm going to break down the door in 30 seconds if you don't open this door.' He says loudly. 

I quickly hide the knife and pull my sleeves down, unfortunately, that took 30 seconds. 

Aizawa kicks the door open and I dash past him. 

He grunts quietly and chases me, he manages to grab my wrist when we reach the loungeroom and pulls me close to him. 

He hesitates for a minute.

'Blood?' He pulls my sleeve up and turns my wrist over, his eyes widening. He turns over the other one and he looks up at me. 'Y/n?' 

I look away. 

'Kitten, look at me.' I don't look at him but he grabs my chin and makes me look at him. 

He gives me a concerned look.

'Why'd you-' He cuts himself off with realization, he grumbles to himself for a moment before he sits me on the couch. He heads to the bathroom and comes back with bandages.

He kneels in front of me and starts bandaging my wounds up.

'How much did you hear?'

I hesitate for a moment. 

'All of it.' He flinches at my response and looks up at me. 

'I-I am so sorry you had to listen to all of that.'

'It's fine-' 

'No, it's not fine!' 

We both sit in silence for a minute. 

He finishes wrapping my arms up and sits next to me. 

I snuggle into him and my tail wraps around one of his hands. 

'Cuddle.' I mumble, nuzzling my head into his neck. 

He smiles and kisses my head gently. 

'Cuddle it is, then.'