Catching Feels

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Thursday, October 20

I've liked my crush since 7th grade,

we've never really talked face to face,

but I've never told him because I'm too afraid

but today that was not the case.


He's tall, handsome, funny,

and he plays basketball and he has

a lot of friends. He's energetic and likes sports,

he's nice and kind. Unlike his friends though.


His friends say mean and rude

things to me. And laugh at me in school.

I don't know why they don't like me,

I never did or said anything to them. I don't care,

it doesn't affect me its just wild that they bully me

yk?


Sometimes we text online or

rarely talk in person. I get

anxious around him and

never feel brave enough

to say hey.


Today I told him,

all he said was oh, then he said ight. 

I felt so embarrassed because

he was acting so nonchalant,

which I was used to

but I thought he would

act less nonchalant because of what

I told him but that didn't happen.


I thought everything

would be weird after that.

But it wasn't. We kinda acted

as if I didn't tell him I liked him.

He seemed unbothered by me

telling him actually. 


It felt good to tell him

because I've liked him for so long,

although I didn't really like his

response lol.


Until tomorrow.

*Reminder to self:

Put the date on poetry entries!!!

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