He knows where my dad is. I knew he was fucking crazy. How did he manage to get my dad? That just goes to show how dangerous he truly is. My dad is a big guy. How is that even possible.
Matt came back in the room. He walked back over to me and uncuffed me. I looked at him confused. He randomly comes in here and takes off my handcuffs without a reason? Maybe he realizes how fucked up this is.
I was going to ask him about my dad but he grabbed my arm and practically threw me on the wall. I held my breath, I was terrified.
He looked me up and down then smirked. My heart was racing. He's gonna kill me. He ran his fingers up and down my arm giving me the chills. He chuckled then kissed me right on the lips.
I didn't kiss back. I just stood there. My eyes wide open while his were shut. This is awkward. I'm not going to let him just do this to me. I pushed him off of me causing him to stumble back.
"You bitch." He growled. He came up to me again and grabbed my face. He held it so tight I thought my face went numb. It hurt so bad.
I tried to pry his hand off of my face but his grip only got tighter. "I told you not to touch me again." He said letting go.
I felt sick. My stomach began to hurt again. Not just any stomach pains though. Cramps. I fell to the floor the pain was so bad. I didn't want to move.
"Get the fuck up!" He yelled. I began to cry. He is really intimidating. Not just because of what he's doing but because he's tall as fuck.
Instead of getting up I crawled over to the bed. I just need to lay down. I swear if I get my period right now I'll die. "I said get up."
"Shut up!" I yelled not thinking. Oh what a terrible idea Loren. You dumbass did I really just do that?
He walked over to me and pulled me up by my shirt. Damn he's strong too. "What did you say to me?"
"Look I'm in a lot of pain right now just stop for two minutes. Give me a break Matthew." I groaned.
He let go of me. I was kind of stuck there for a second though. He was still looking at me though. I ignored it then got back on the bed and curled into a ball.
There's just one thing that I need to say. It's important.
"Why are you doing this to me?" I asked not facing him.
He didn't speak. I waited for a response but nothing yet. "You know. Maybe if you didn't force yourself on me I would've given you a chance." I lied. There's no way in hell I would but I mean I have to sugarcoat shit if I want to get out of this place.
"I didn't force myself onto you. We barely talked you were just so goddamn stubborn and it was harder to get into your head and see where you were coming from."
"So why did you lie? Why weren't you just yourself when we first met?"
I turned so now I was facing him. "I was my real self. I showed you how much I loved you and you still turned me down, and what I mean by that is I was there for you." He confessed. He then turned away from me.
"Even after all of those times you rejected me. I still had hella feelings for you. I still do," he smiled for a second then looked me in the face. "The other night meant something to me. It may not have meant anything to you, but it meant a whole lot to me."
I smiled at him. That was actually really nice to hear him say. I did feel a little guilty. I probably shouldn't but I definitely do.
"Where's my dad, Matt?" I asked
He shrugged. "I honestly don't know. I could find out. I find out everything but I wouldn't hurt you or him if that's why you're asking."
But he literally just said he was like two hours ago? Matt is so bipolar and confusing. To be honest it's cute. I don't want to like him. Not after all of this shit. I couldn't do that to myself.
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I don't know man. Idek. I'm in a lot of pain. My cramps are terrible I haven't left my bed yet. It's just horrible. So this chapter sucks butthole but aye a new update.
