Matt's pov
She hates me. I know she hates me now. There is no way she's going to like me after this. I just knocked her out. I should've just let her leave.
I knew I would regret it if I did. Good thing I didn't let her go. I can't trust her. She would tell everyone she knew that I kidnapped her if I let her go. I love her but there's no way she's leaving me. I would have to kill her if she left.
This isn't just her life in danger. This is my life too. She thinks going around telling everyone wouldn't have a consequence. Well it won't, for her. For me? I'll go to jail. I'm not risking that. I'm going to have to kill her. I don't want to but I have to. In order to save myself.
I know that sounds selfish but what else am I supposed to do. I'm not going to jail. I would let her go if I could trust her, but I can't. She's just so fucking stupid.
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I was pacing back and forth in Nash's living room. What I did was extremely stupid. She won't like me now. I'll just say it wasn't me. Yeah. She should believe me. I hope.
"Guys I need help," I started. Nash and Cameron were both sitting on the couch as I was walking back and forth in full panic. "I used that illegal shit to knock her out. What if she doesn't wake up."
I stopped and looked at them. They both laughed I still just stood there. I'm confused. Why are they laughing? This isn't funny. I'm screwed.
"How about you stop acting like you have feelings for her. We both know you don't. That's why you're doing this to her. If you loved her you wouldn't keep this bullshit up." Cam was practically yelling at me. I was getting annoyed. Okay that's not true.
I do love her. She means the world to me. She's so sweet and she's so pretty and I'm really fucking up everything by doing this.
"Yeah really bro you need to let her go. I'll keep her here, safe and away from you. I'm sure she's had enough of you by now. I mean who kidnaps a girl they "love." Nash laughed right at me. I was getting really mad now.
"To be honest she doesn't deserve you. She's too good for you. You're an asshole and a wanna be. Why would you do something so stupid? You could've waited like any normal human!" Cam yelled standing up and getting in my face. I stepped back not because I was scared but because if he got any closer I would hit him. I was told I have anger issues that I need to work on.
"You'll never get a girlfriend if you keep kidnapping and killing them because you can't wait." Cam smirked
"How about both of you shut the fuck up! I shouldn't have come here. You fucks never help with anything. If you plan on calling the cops on me. Fine do it. I'll kill her once you do. Then your precious Loren will be no more but I'll still be alive."
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Loren's pov
That sick fucker did it again. Now I'm fucking chained to a wall in some dark room. It's smelly and the floor is wet. I knew it was a trick. My stupid ass believed it.
Now I really felt like a prisoner. I was in a shit environment and I had no clue where I was. I sure wasn't in a basement. That house was too nice to have a shit basement. I don't even care anymore. I'd rather die than be here.
I heard something slam. Oh joy Matthew is back. So happy he's here! I miss him so much. If you didn't catch on by now that's total sarcasm.
The door opened and he came over to me. I kind of just smiled at him. To show him I didn't give a fuck anymore. To show him that this isn't getting to me like he would like it to. Instead of him stopping he walked over to me and kissed me on the lips.
Geez not again. Not really caring I kissed back I mean why not. I'll never do this with anyone else as long as I'm here. I mean I would do it at all remember I don't date. But I noticed something. His cheeks were wet and he seemed sadder than usual. He broke from the kiss and looked at me with sad eyes.
"This is the last time we'll be able to do this."
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I don't like Loren it's official. She needs to just stfu for a little. No one cares that you don't date, girl that's Matthew Lee Espinosa you better appreciate that shit.
