Say something ||Jared Gilmore||

Chapter 20

Jenna-
I lay awake in bed. I feel like crying and screaming. My head was pounding and all I wanted was the comforting arms of Jared or Sebastian or even Jesse I just wanted someone to help me.
I just don't understand Jared broke up with me and here he is flirting with me messing with my head.
But I'm doing it back and I can't help but feel guilty.
I mean I am with Sebastian and sure I don't see him often because of OUAT schedules and his vigorous choir practices.
It was exhausting and almost impossible to find a time were we could both hang out but when we did it was totally worth the trouble. I mean Sebastian is great he's sweet, talented, cute, a total gentleman. What's not to like? And plus I've known him forever and he's seen my morning hair and face so I will totally be fine in the morning with him.
He's exciting to he's a bit of a rebel and it's just so new.
I do miss Jared though.
He was gentle and so caring and treated me like I was his queen.

So does Sebastian I suppose...
*On set*
"So are you ready for today?"
Lana asks.

"Uh yeah just as ready as any other day." I reply weirdly.

"Really? If it were me I'm pretty sure I'd be super awkward."

"Why would it be anymore awkward than any other day?"

"Uh remember Jenna today you and Jared have a kissing scene..."

My eyes widen I forgot about that!
"Shit." I mumble walking away.

I walk my eyes glued to the floor. Suddenly, I bump into a chest.
"Sorry Jenna."
Jared said.

"It's okay Jared." I smile slightly blushing.

"You okay you seem kind of flustered."

"Yeah, I'm fine I guess."
I say scratching the back of my kneck.

"So..."

"So......"

"Well I'm gonna go."

"Yeah..."
Jared walked off and Jeniffer came up to me.

"Oh my gosh you to still like each other it's so obvious. "

"Uh I have a boyfriend..."

"That you barely ever see."

"So? When we do it's awesome he's like an amazing friend too I don't know what I would do without him."

"Yeah but what would you do without Jared?"

"I....
*Later that day*
I'm in my trailer when I hear a knock on the door.
I walk over to my door and open it to see Jared.

"Oh hey Jared..."

"Can we talk?"

"Yeah sure." I smile breathlessly.
Yes, I do still like him alot.
Can you blame me? He's perfect.

"Well I just wanted to see you actually."

"Oh." I blush.

"Your so beautiful. " Jared smiled tucking a strand of my hair behind my ear.

"I'm not..."

"Yes you are your the most beautiful girl I've ever met in the world."

"No shush." I shouldn't be feeling this way. He can't make me feel this way. This is wrong. He can't break up with me and just make me feel this way.

"Why do you deny it."

"I don't know."

"I love you." He blurted.

"Jared..."

"Jenna why deny it."

"Because I have a boyfriend!"

"So?"

"SO? YOUR THE ONE WHO TOLD ME TO BE WITH HIM!"
I yelled.

"I know but I just wanted you to be happy!"

"I was happy with you! So happy and now? I am but your making it waaaay to hard."

"How am I making hard?"

"Like you just didn't say that you love me!!!"

"I DO."

"SO DO I! What do you think?"
Suddenly Jared grabbed both sides of my face and kissed me hard.

"I love you." I admitted.

"I love you too" Jared smiled giving me a hug.
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