What's it like with depression? It's like a never ending whirl pool, Your happy for one minute then something happens, or something upsets you. That makes you miserable. You get sucked into the whirl pool again and again. Why ME.
It's like running through a maze, not knowing where to go. You're lost and lonely ....Like no one understands you. You actually find someone who you can talk too. But it comes to a dead end. That you realize some people can't be happy, even though lots of people have it worse then them. It's pretty depressing to my knowledge.
It's pretty sad, that you have it all. Good family that loves you. Have shelter, have food. Have a school to go to. And is STILL unhappy.
You know what's even more sad? Waking up everyday, feeling horrible about yourself, And you just want to end your pain. Just like that. But the only thing that is stopping you, the people who you love, and you don't want to pass the depression to them.
Imaging, What will your family do, after your death. Probably crying their selves to sleep everymnight, and thinking that's it's their fault. You don't want that. So you try to stay alive for them.
The Saddest Promise I Ever Said To Myself: In high-school, if my pain raises higher. I might just end my life. I know that's a selfish way to fixing your problem. But it's much easier. You don't have to worry about anything once your dead.
What Will She DO? Kill Herself? Or Live life, like no tomorrow?
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RandomThis Is HOW I Feel. This Story Is Along The Line, To My Life. Why Am I Sharing This With You? Because I Can't Keep Things Bottled Inside. Here are the voices.
