You Deserve *Trilogy (3 in 1)*

Chapter 10• Pain.

May 1st.

Rico POV (in mm)

I don't know what to do with my fucking self right now. Every since the argument we had after I picked him up I just been in the house I ain't went no fucking where I barely leave my room. I'm depressed as fuck I honestly just want Jae man it's like we get close to fixing shit then something happens and we're broken I'm sick of this shit man I really am. All I want him to do is be faithful to me and show he wants this more then I do cause to be honest with you I don't think I could fully leave him, ever. My love for him runs to deep.

There's a knock at my bedroom door I groan grumbling a come in still laying under the blanket typing my feelings into my notes.

??: uncle.

Me: Nashawn I'm not in the mood right now.

Nashawn: can I go to Micah house?

Me: you staying the night over there?

Nashawn: yea.

Me: how you getting there?

Nashawn: Chres said he'd pick me up.

Me: alright bye call me in the morning and behave.

Nashawn: yes sir.

Me: love you boy.

Nashawn: love you to.

My bedroom door closed and I notice my phone was on 17% I turned over putting my phone on the charger deciding to just take a nap.

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I woke up with an arm around me the hand being at the waistband of my boxers the tips of the fingers in my boxers. Without opening my eyes I knew it was Jae he always does that when we're sleeping or he'all have his hand fully into my boxers just sitting there. For his "comfort" so he says. I knew he was up cause I could feel the top of his phone on my back and from the way it was shaking I knew he was typing.

Me: thought you were mad at me?

Jaemoni: I am.

Me: then why you here?

Jaemoni: don't.

Me: answer me.

Jaemoni: I don't have to.

I simply pushed his arm off me scooting over I grabbed my phone putting the blanket over my head.

Jaemoni: get from under the blanket.

Me: no.

Jaemoni: Rico.

Me: Jaemoni.

Jaemoni: stop that stupid shit and get from under the blanket.

Me: get out.

Jaemoni: no now stop fucking playing and turn yo ass around and get from under the blanket.

Me: I fucking said no now leave me the fuck alone.

He put the blanket over him self as His arm wrapped around me as his body pressed against mines he took my phone out my hand putting it somewhere I just laid there. He bipolar one minute he mad the next he wanna be on me. He kissed the side of my neck.

Jaemoni: I'm sorry for saying the fucked up shit I said to you that day.

Me: what the fuck made you say that shit? Jae it was always me and you back in highschool. Jaemoni & Rico, not Rico & Jaemoni, this bitch, this hoe, and that nigga. You cheat while I sit around like a in loved dumb ass while you fuck whoever you fucking please.