Jennie's POV
It has been weeks since I've set foot in my and Y/N's home, neither have I gone to our dorm, the girls miss me and I miss them just as much but they are too close to him, they are a literal family, Y/N always told me they were his younger sisters , the ones he never got around to have and vice versa for the girls, even though both Jisoo and Chaeyoung had older siblings, they felt an attachment to him that I didn't understand, even Lisa adored him, I didn't know how they could just adore a random man that had walked into their lives through me, their best friend, their unnie, I was all that and yet they appear closer to him than me, I of course know I had no point in being jealous yet I was. I had reasons, He was always with them, He always did everything for them, maybe those signs of affection weren't indicated in the manner I was thinking they were but still. I had reasons to be mad, to feel hurt, I hated how He wouldn't hold my hand in public, look at me properly , he always tried to keep a low profile, it was as if he was ashamed of our relationship or even worse. He was playing with me. Yeah that's it, this is what I always told myself, and thus here I am without thinking twice about Y/N or the girls, hand in hand with some guy I met at the infamous award show, he was an celebrity of course he was, For someone like me an celebrity is the best choice, not Y/N. Never. All these affirmations yet why was he still in my head, I needed to get him out of my mind, and what better idea to do so then go out with this random man, so that's what I did, we hung out, did whatever we wanted for days, which turned to weeks and now here we are multiple long gaps away from Y/N , I have finally had gotten rid of him, he no longer haunts my mind twenty four / seven. Only thing left to do was call him and end it once and for all, after all why would I ever need him or so I thought.
I never had imagined a single phone call would rip me to shreds, one call snatched the ground beneath my foot, I stumbled falling to my knees, this couldn't be happening , he couldn't be the one doing this, I'm the one who was supposed to have a fluke excuse, I was the one who was supposed to be ending everything, I was the one who was supposed to be selfish, the bad guy, yet there he was laying inside the dimly lit hospital bed with I don't know how many needles, wires, monitors stuck to him, this wasn't the planned scenario. He didn't deserve this, I did.
I ran like I was being chased by an deranged killer, I asked them multiple times to tell me where he was , but they didn't, not a single person in that reception spoke, they said his family said anyone named Jennie wasn't allowed , what did they mean, I was the one he needed inside that room, I had finally gotten a hold on his assistant, she had finally given me the room number, she took me to him and of course who else would his "family" be other than my own members, there on the couch sat Chaeyoung crying while Lisa was trying her hardest to stop herself and calm Chae down, Jisoo was right next to him , on the phone with his parents showing them their one and only son's state, I knew he was in this bed because of me but Why didn't they ask for me, why didn't they question my absence, did they also forget me.
Time moved slow , too slow. No one in that room noticed me, not a single soul turned to look at me, to console me, all this time I wasn't the one needed , they were, his "sisters" not his girlfriend, this went on for too long.
I barged in, scaring all of them, but soon their frightened face turned gloomy, I couldn't hear anything, not the girls screaming, not his monitor beeping, not Jisoo calling for the security nothing, I walked closer to him, but there I was suddenly getting dragged out off the room before I could even grace his pale, lifeless skin.
A/n : i honestly have no idea why both the first and this story is going on inside their head lol. ill make sure to have more dialogues in the next part lmao also mad thanks to ilovejjen for reminding me of the first part, i hope you liked this one, and if you want any changes feel free to hmu.
