The Pillow - I (Taehyung FF)

43 - Marriage?

Jin's pov:

Am I missing something? Where have I heard those names? Cathy and Rachel... I kept thinking about those names laying on my bed. I haven't eaten anything yet. I try to concentrate on the image that I can see when I close my eyes. I see a girl in a white gown, my headache starts to increase, I try to concentrate more to look on all sides. I see all the BTS members, my family members. I also see some people I recognize but haven't seen in real life ever. Kiss Kiss came to the cheers. I try to concentrate on the person I am actually gonna kiss. Wait... kiss? I open my eyes, my headaches increasing more. I quickly walk towards the table in my room open the drawer and remove the book, My Diary. 

I have always wanted a girl with some features and I made sure I make a note of whatever I felt about my marriage or how it felt to have a girl. I quickly find an empty page and write down what I have seen. Marriage, all my family members were there... no wait? Family...? They were not my family members? then why did I feel like I saw my mom and dad who are not my mom and dad in reality? okay, let's just move on. Then BTS members, a few more people whom I recognized, or maybe we could say the girl's family? Then the decoration. I felt like I have witnessed the same incident in real life, but how can that be? I am not married yet. Then what else did I see? 

I try to close my eyes again and start to concentrate on what I have seen a few minutes ago, but my mind is tired and I have a bad headache. I will just leave it here now. I close my diary and walk towards the kitchen to find Tae and RM cleaning the dishes.
"Hyung, are you fine? You look pale? Do you want to go to the doctor?" asked RM.
"Nah, I just have a bad headache, I will eat and take tablets, I will be fine, don't worry," I say.
"Take care of yourself Hyung," said Tae. I smile give a small nod and open the box in which the leftovers were put. I ate a little and then took a headache tablet and head back to my room. I feel better after eating. I lay down on my bed but I don't get sleep. I walked towards the table and open the Dairy. I started to read everything I have written till now in it. 

The Dairy:

Page 3: I am 7 years old today and I just woke up from a dream. I dreamt of a girl who was very beautiful. The dream was like I was getting ready to go see that girl at her house with my parents. I couldn't see that face but I felt butterflies.  

Page 7: I am 14 years old now. Today at school I and my friends were talking about how they found a girl who looked very beautiful and someone asked me what kind of a girl do I want. I want to answer that Q here. So the girl that I wants should be shoter than me, has to have long golden brown hair, she has to cook delicious food. Her eyes should be golden brown, her nose should be small so that I can tease her, her lips should be cute that every minute I see them I feel to kiss them. The first time I see her, I want her to be in a blue gown. 

Page 15: I am 21 years now. Finally, the days of our success are not far. I was just thinking how great it was today. I had a dream this time about the girl's family and my family, even though the faces were all blur, I could feel the love in the air. 

Page 19: I am 24 years now and I have dreamt about my ideal girl many times but I felt like the voice that I heard in my dream while she speaks in the same one I hear in this new house. I hope it's not just my imagination. I really love to hear that voice, but at the same time, I feel I am hallucinating about it. 

~~~~~~~

Jin pov: 

I close the dairy, I put one hand on the dairy and the other on my chest. I close my eyes, take a deep breath and try to remember every incident I have seen in my dreams, sometimes in my imagination and my thoughts. I felt a few incidents move in front of me as my eyes were closed. 

"Mom, I just hate to go see girls. Why are you making me do this, couldn't you wait for me to just love someone?" I say. 
"Son, I have given you enough time already, now you don't have to make any effort. I and your dad have done it from our end, all you have to do is to go sit and talk to her. Now come on let's go." said Mom. 
"How can you be so mean, I have to like her right? How are you so sure that just by talking everything will go well?" I ask
"Cause I know she is perfect for you. Now stop lagging, wear your tie and sit in the car," she said. 

We reached the house. It was great. The girl looked so delicate. She looked so cute and hot at the same time. My mom and the girl's parents insisted that we go talk in private and I walk with her toward her room. She has golden brown hair which was left free, her baby hair covering some of her face. Her eyes golden brown, a small nose, cute pink lips, a mole on her chin. Her ears wearing long silver earing that almost touched her collarbone. Her long neck that didn't have any necklace but the mole near the collarbone created beauty. Her blue long length gown with silver color work on it. Her height was so cute that if we hug her chin can land exactly on my neck. I appreciate her beauty. My mom was right, she has found a perfect girl for me.

"You look stunning." I say. 
"Thank you, you look handsome too. You are like the World's most handsome guy to me." she said. I blushed at her statement. 
"Do you know how to cook?" I ask.
"Yes, why did you want to have a arranged marriage? You could have just loved someone and married. It's the trend here in Fairyland right?" she said. 
"Yeah, true but when did I say I am gonna do a arrange marriage, I am already in love with someone." I say. 
"Oh my god really, I didn't know. I am sorry. If you want then I can tell your parent's about it. I could help you in this matter. You don't have to force yourself to marry me." she said. I laugh at her, she had panic and kindness all on her face. Her neck and nose turning red due to sudden panic. Cute I thought to myself. 
"Why are you laughing?" she asks
"Cause it's you whom I am in love with, will you marry me?" I ask kneeling in front of her asking for her hand. She made me stnad up came extremely close to me and put her hands around my neck. My ears start to get red because I was blushing. She then adjusted my Tie and spoke. 

"If you would allow me to tie your Tie around your neck while you leave for work and if you would promise me that you would kiss my forehead every day before you leave, then I am willing to marry you." She accepted the proposal and also put her demands in such a beautiful way. I am so falling in love with her.

We have been in love for a few months now and our families were all getting redy to make us one. Our engagement happened so well a few days ago that I could not hold up my exictment and kissed her in front of everyone. She was suprised but she kissed me back and from then all the members started to tease me about me kissing on my engagement. Our marriage is today. I have been so excited and nervous for this day. Even though she agreed to marry me when we first met, I still feel nervous. The King and the Queen also attended my wedding and the girl of my life came walking through the asile and her dad gave her hand in mine with a big smile. I took her hands and we made our Owe's and then the priest said you may kiss. I was a bit hesitant this time. All the members started to cheer for me saying Kiss, Kiss, Kiss, and the whole congregation started to cheer and then I felt soft on my lips Diana was kissing me. I closed my eyes and kissed her back. I felt love filling me up. I great joy enter me. It felt so extreme that I had tears in my eyes, I open my mouth and say - "Diana Grace, I Kim SeokJin loved you in the Fairyland, I still love you when I am on Earth and I will keep loving you until I come back to Fairy land and forever." 

I open my eyes with tears and all I saw was light. The light filled not only my room but the whole house. 

------------------------------------------------------

Word count 1641.

Thank you guys for clicking on this book and for reading it. It means a lot to me 🥰 I love you all 💜💜