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We were doing shows back to back in New York.I loved it here it was where everything was.
But I was still scared of Von, he bought me flowers everyday since we been in the city I got all kinds of shit but I was scared to say no.
He is a sex addict even if I didn't want to have sex he would force me to we fucked like 4 times a day my body is tired.
"Mariah!"Durk yelled for me in the store.
I walked out the store walking over to them while I watched Von flirt with some girl and I didn't care but I was a little hurt.
I put my airpods in playing some music as I walked in another store. Music has been my release for the last few weeks.
Picking out some clothes I felt good about for a few minutes before Von came in the store dragging me by my arm making me drop the clothes.
"Durk pay for that shit for her ass"he shouted walking out the store.
We walked to the bathroom as he pushed me up against the wall looking down at me.
I looked up at him as I pushed him away from me as he gripped my shirt up getting in my face kissing me deeply and sloppy while he sucked on my tongue.
Moaning in his mouth as I wrapped my arms around him rubbing on his back.
I didn't know how to feel it felt good even tho it was wrong.
Finally snapping out of it I pushed him off me looking at the ground.
"I'm sorry Von but I can't do this with you this is just supposed to be about music"I said lowly feeling ashamed.
"Bitch you my bitch now you gone do what the fuck I tell you to"he said kissing on my neck as I just stood there.
I walked out the bathroom with him following me as Durk gave me the bag from Pink.
We kept walking then I stopped for food Durk stayed with me but we don't talk not one bit to each other but Von had walked off some where.
After I finished eating me and Durk walked back to Von's car.
"Close ya eyes"Durk said walking away.
I closed my eyes as I felt Von's presences behide me.
"Open ya eyes now baby I got something for you"he said.
I opened my eyes to see him holding a build a bear with this big thing of roses I cried a little but I wasn't no dummy but I felt like one.
Taking the bear out his arms pressing the feet the little message in the bear said "I love you lil mama".
He pulled me in for a hug kissing my head rubbing on my back.
"I won't hurt you no more give me another chance Mariah I'll change for you" he said softly in my ear.
"It's ok Von"I said while I cried softly.
I didn't trust him not for one second but I felt stuck with him but after this New York shit I'm try to get away without dying..
