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Looking at the table at all the letters I wrote I broke down crying I felt lost like my life was fucked up. I lost my brother and a girl who I was deeply in love with but all that's in the past I think.
Packing the letters up in a box with some pink flowers and a bear tapping the box up as I pick it up walking out the house getting in my car speeding off.
Driving to the post office getting out and walking in telling them that the package was going to Chicago. Walking out and getting back in the car driving. I had been down here for 2 months now it was coo all the ig models lived out here and I was fucking on some but they ain't give me that spark.
My phone started ringing getting it from my pocket it was India my best friend I answered.
"You still coming or not"
"Girl I'm up the street I had to do something real quick"
"Boy anyway hurry up"
I smiled and hung up.i met her when I first got here she really sweet and nice I told her about everything I went thru even told her about Mariah and Von.
Pulling up to her house I texted her and told her to come out we was going to the beach cause I haven't been since I got here. Watching her come out she looked pretty as fuck but I was coo on relationships after what happened.
"Heyy Durk"she said smiling getting in the car.
"Yoo"I said driving off as I kept looking over at her she looked just like Mariah did every time I would pick her up but India just made my dick hard as fuck but I didn't want to fuck or even be more than friends with her.
Pulling up to the beach I parked the car getting out grabbing the chairs from the back as I seen her walk over to the water as she watched the sunset. The shit was pretty I walked up next to her watching it with her.
She smiled at me as she went in the water holding her hand out for me as I followed behide her swimming with her.picking her up and hugging her as we watched the sunset.
"Thanks for this I really needed this today"I said softly as we got out of the water.
"Anytime I got you with anything you need we locked in"she said smiling at me.
Smiling back at her as I leaned up against my car as I recorded her writing our names in the sand.
She made the bad things go away I was happy to be friends with her I didn't want to be away from her cause the feelings of being loved made me feel better.
