Mariah.|Chicago.
I rolled over in the chair to von as we listened to our up and coming album together.we made good music together when he wasn't forcing me.
He smiled at me as he rubbed up my leg kissing on me I smiled at him I know y'all prolly saying that I'm dumb for not trying to look for Durk.But sometimes you got to let shit be what it's gone be I was just trying to make good memories with Von to outweigh the bad memories. Sometimes I thought and felt that we was soul mates but other days I hated his whole soul.
"What's on ya mind ma"he said in my ear pulling me in his lap holding on me.
"I just been feeling sick lately and off my game that's all but I'm push there it like always"I said smiling.
Truth be told I was pregnant but it was was Durks baby and I was stuck in a rough situation cause I didn't want to get an abortion or keep the baby knowing that I'm with Von. My stomach wasn't getting big no time soon so I had plenty of time to hide it.
I didn't want to be in this love triangle at all but one thing led to another now I'm here in another rough situation that might cause me my life. Looking at booka walking in sitting in the chair fixing whatever needed to be fixed on the album.
"You ready to go home"he said getting up looking at me as he gave booka some money.
"Yea I'm ready baby"I said putting on my coat waiting for him.
He grabbed my hand walking out the studio walking out to the car we got in as we pulled off fast I got on my phone scrolling through Instagram I laughed at a post then felt von snatch my phone from me.
He pushed my head against the window speeding up yelling at me I was so confused on what was going on then I remember what I was laughing at it was a post about me and Von relationship but I learned to laugh thru the pain he caused me.
I sat there balling my eyes out to him explaining myself over and over again to him but he wasn't listening he pulled over getting out the car coming to my side of the car dragging me out of the car spitting on me.
"Walk yo ass home bitch"he yelled getting back in the car speeding off.
I got up and started walking back to the house it was 12 in the morning when he kicked me out of the car I didn't make it home until 2am. Opening the door to the house I walked upstairs going in the room I opened the door to see him fucking another bitch.
"Wow Von in our bed"I said walking away closing the door walking to the other side of the house laying in the guest bedroom.
I was so sleepy and drained I didn't have the energy to take my clothes off I just slept the whole night I didn't have no energy to cry no more when I caught him cheating I'm just giving up...
Welp..