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It had been a month since Von went to jail. When he called I answered but he barely called me now and I understood why.
Walking downstairs seeing Durk waiting for me.
Living with Durk wasn't bad at all. He always showered me with gifts and love.
We walked out the house getting in the car driving until we got to the abortion clinic.
I took a deep breath getting out the car with Durk walking in....
After the abortion I just felt a weight lifted off my shoulders as tears filled my eyes seeing Durk walk up to me grabbing my hands.
"You good mama?" He asked kissing on my face comforting me.
"Yea I'm fine but I don't want no kids with nobody Durk not even you I'm sorry but I just can't be tied down to someone" I said wiping my tears.
"Wow bitch that's how you feel after I all the joy I brought to your depressing ass life this how you do me after you begged me to come back here after Von got locked up" he said laughing at me.
I backed up from him just looking him up and down.
"I'm not gone hit you like Von does I'm just leave you alone" he said handing me the keys walking away.
He got on his phone calling someone as I got in the car driving home.
Pulling in the driveway my phone started ringing it was Von.
"Don't say nothing Mariah, I know what you doing with Durk and it's coo cause I hope you know that Nigga got herpes"
The phone disconnected before I could say anything I just sat in the car shaking real bad looking out the window.
I had to get away from all this shit I couldn't take it no more.
Getting out the car I went into the house grabbing all my important items. I seen my dog walk up to me.
Bending down i patted her head getting up walking down the stairs.
I grabbed my car keys getting in the car pulling off driving to my moms house.
Walking up to the door unlocking it calling for her.
Seeing her come down the stairs running to me hugging me tightly as I broke down crying.
"Mommy I can't do it no more I can't" I screamed out.
Finding out that Durk had herpes was my last straw especially that I found out through Von, knowing that Von had worse and gave that shit to me.
I couldn't take how crazy Durk was getting and obsessive it was too much.
I got myself together for the night grabbing my laptop siting at the table looking at flights.
If I was going to get away I had to go far like real far, Durk was blowing up my phone all night.
Looking back at things I should have called Durk. I should have just held Von down instead...
An update was long overdue lol —————- Thought's? ————- Is she really going to put herself first this time?
