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Walking into the visiting room I took some deep breaths sitting down.
Von walked in sitting across from me smiling at me.
"You smiling nigga you fucked my whole life up I didn't deserve nun of this from the start but I allowed you in my life" I said as tears filled my eyes.
"See here you go like damn say "thank you von for helping my career" "thank you von for showing me real love and princess treatment" you so ungrateful Bitch" he said smiling.
My heart sunk to my ass hearing how I was supposed to be grateful for being raped, lied to, beat on, and so much more. I put up with so much from this man.
"Only thing I'm grateful for is that I'm still alive and never gave up and that I got away from you because you never deserved me you're a fucking sicko bitch fuck you" I said as tears ran down my face .
"Yeah yeah you allowed me to do all those things to you, stop playing with me you know you liked when I had my way with you. You enjoyed being beat right?" He asked laughing.
"Enjoyed?!?! I'm traumatized I'm broken from the inside out. I'll never be the same person I was before you I hope you never get out burn in hell DayVon" I said getting up walking out.
Leaving the building I got into my car getting in driving to Durks
Pulling up I got out the car opening the door and started trashing the house as my screams and cries filled the house.
My life for these past years wasn't mine. I couldn't rewrite my life even if I could.
I heard the door unlock and footsteps run up the stairs.
"Look who's finally home" I said.
"Why the fuck you trash my house" he yelled.
"Same why you fucked up my life, herps tho Durk you could have told me" I said walking past him.
Making my way downstairs I heard him trying to explain but I just blocked him out getting into my car pulling off.
I went to my moms and explained to her that I was going away for a little.
"Be safe baby be careful and most importantly don't stop being you because you are one of a kind" she said kissing my head.
I grabbed my bag packing up my car. Getting in I grabbed these pills from my purse popin a lot.
I headed to the liquor store getting a bottle. Walking out the store I popped two more pills washing them down with liquor.
Getting back into the car.I drove starting to feel my hear race but I didn't pay no attention to it I just kept drinking and poppin pills.
The feeling of being numb was my best friend at that moment I loved the moment.
I pulled up to the airport finishing the bottle. Getting out the car I felt my heart beating faster I was losing consciousness stumbling through the airport. It went black..
"I don't want to stuffer anymore getting away for good is the only way, I wish someone was here for me to have help me thru my dark days. Being numb forever is my plan. I was put thru some much I can't fight no more. I'm prolly at peace if you're reading this, Mom I love you always and forever your angel Mariah"
That's a wrap you guys!! ——— Thank you for all the support on this project🫶🏽! ——— More to come!!
