Mitake Oneshots

Five//My dark impulses// 💔♥️

Mikey's been really off lately. I mean who can blame him? After Emma's death the boy hasn't smiled one bit. Unless you count the weird ass fake smile he give people to try convincing them he is alright

Keyword try, everyone knew their leader has take a hard toll of his sister's death. She was the last joy he had left after his brother shinichiro had died. Many tried hard to please their leader giving him small gifts hoping for his smile to be brought to his face like a flower blooming.

Even draken couldn't help him. His dorayaki and taiyaki didn't help him as he just refused it. It reminded him of his sister to much. He barely ate or slept. Looking weak and those eye bags below his face ruined the beautiful face....

His childishness which everyone secretly loved was gone. All they got was a cold glare. His non-stop blabbering stopped, now he barely spoke to anyone and even if he did it was just a small 'yes' or 'no' or 'hmm'

He stopped being himself. He slowly shut everyone out. Not able to handle the pain brought in his heart. It can't be healed by a doctor. No. It's not a simple cut you put a bandage to. No.

It pained like someone cut open your heart but can't be healed. It a mental pain that strikes. It Gives him nightmares, it playes all the events over and over again in his head like a broken radio. It doesn't stop with a visit to a doctor. No. Actual cut that he doesn't go anywhere.

He mostly stays in his home isolating himself. Not wanting any guests. People do come to his house and all the way to his room doorstep. Saying it alright and him to open the door. Does he listen? Absolutely not. He is mad his grandfather is letting everyone here.

Slowly people started to give up. The knocks on his door decreased day by day. Until there was none at all.

He tried sleeping to cope with his pain but he would always wake up 2-3 hours later. Never getting enough sleep. His nightmares would haunt him. And he never slept because of that. He took pills to stop his drowsiness and illusions he has been having due to no sleep for days.

He would always sit in the room and when he look up he saw Emma scolding him to get up and go eat. He ran towards her and tried to hug her but she would just disappear. He just gave up. He knew his head was messing with him every single time.

One Perticular day he heard knocks on his door. 'didnt i tell them to stop coming?' he was mad until he heard a soft gentle voice. "Can I come in, mikey-kun? I'm sorry for your loss. I know its my fault. If it wasn't for me she would be alive." The voice from the other side stated.

He knew who it belonged to immediately but he kept the door shut. He heard a sigh from the other side. Until he heard footsteps descending.

Everyday the voice would be outside the door talking to him like a regular conversation. Though it was one-sided he wouldnt stop showing up. Bang at 5pm every evening the voice would be outside the door. Talking to him for an hour until the voice would leave.

Mikey wasn't going to lie, he would listen to the blabbering in the other end all the time. It was calming. It reminded him of himself. The voice would go on and on about their day complaining and laughing.

Mikey would slowly wait every day for the time to hit 5 for the voice to be back. He would sit near the door listening to the other. After weeks Mikey started responding to the blonde.

Even if it was just a 'hmm' or 'oh' it boosted the blonde more to come again and again. Mikey's voice was raspy as he barely spoke so all a sudden speaking took time to adjust to.

Slowly Mikey started talking with the blonde too. He would slowly open up with the blonde and talk about his family, Emma. Days passed, and when the blonde came to visit he was suprised to see the door slightly open. The blonde slowly opened the door to find Mikey sitting in the corner.

He immediately went to hug him and Mikey with the sudden touch jumped a bit. But relaxed seeing the blonde. He asked the blonde to shut the door and they both talked inside.

He opened up about his insomnia and his intake of pills. He opened up to the blonde finally after many people. The blonde kept telling him it would be helpful if you talk to someone about your problem and talking to the blonde helped him.

He would now lie on the blonde cozied up in his lap and talk. Though it was just mumbling the blonde understood him perfectly fine. The blonde would pet his hair or make ridiculous hairstyle which made him happy.

Though he never smiled or showed much emotions the blonde would always know how he is feeling. He would say that his eyes would show the whole story. He never really understood what the blonde meant and left it.

The next day when the blonde arrived he was astonished- (that a small way of saying how he felt) to see Mikey in the kitchen next to his grandfather talking. You could clearly see the joy in his grandfather's face after seeing him from so long.

Mikey notice his presence and immediately went to him and started talking. The blonde was content seeing the old Mikey.

Weeks later he soon started leaving the house. With the help of the blonde, he suprised his friends. The were all in shock for atleast 30 minutes.

Until they pushed him into a hug which he felt uncomfortable but let it be. He was joyful seeing his friends happy faces. Though they were a bit sad he was non-expressive they were glad to see him outside.

He started going to the therapist about his problems which seriously helped. Months passed by he started talking more to everyone and they all could see him turning back to his old self.

The blonde would visit him once a week (which upset Mikey how rare it was) and they would talk and chat all night. His insomnia still stayed horrible with him waking up on midnight.

One time when the blonde stayed for too long Mikey insisted him staying the whole night. The blonde wanted to sleep in the couch but Mikey's persistent behaviour stopped that and he was lying next to him in the bed.

The cuddled up against each others' warmth and dozed off- well the blonde did but Mikey? No. He was awake well due his insomnia. He didn't tell his therapist this or anyone for the matter of fact, he didn't tell about his sleep and pills he consumes.

He woke up on midnight with cold sweat . He couldn't sleep due to his nightmares. Though on the outside you didn't see that, he would always hide it behind his smile. He went to the kitchen and brewed some coffee for him to stay awake.

He then felt hand around him and someone whispering 'why you awake this early? Is ur insomnia?' the blonde. He knew he was caught and just brushed it off saying he had to use the restroom.

Even with mikey's rejections the blonde pulled him back to bed and this time spooned Mikey. He brought his head to mikey's shoulder whispering 'you're lying' which was followed by a lullaby.

It was soothing sound which slowly brough his sleepyness. Without knowing he had closed his eyes and the last thing he heard was the sweet sounds. Before dosing off he mumbled 'I love you, takemitchy'

The blonde was caught off guard but smile and continued singing to his love.

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That's the end

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Meaning of insomnia for those who don't know -

Insomnia is a common sleep disorder that can make it hard to fall asleep, hard to stay asleep, or cause you to wake up too early and not be able to get back to sleep.

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I'm sorry I didn't upload two. The other one is big I promise and due to that fact I couldn't upload this which i already finished. So I thought I could upload this and later upload that.

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