With love, Bobby (KPOP)

27 - Kellen & Kenzie

"Baby, which one one of them appeals to you?" I asked Bobby as I held up two pieces of onesies for the baby. One of them is orange in colour which says 'I love my Mommy' while the other is in white and has baby lions on it.

He turned his attention towards for for a second before watching the television once again. I was frustrated when he did that. "I love the Orange one, Baby but the one with prints looks adorable," He gave his opinion.

I threw the onesies on the bed and left the bedroom. I am mad at him because the television is more important than me. What? Am I too fat and unattractive for him that he has to turn his attention towards something else?

For your information, I am six - nearly seven months pregnant now. Things have changed a lot and I am now adapting to these changes. Kris moved out of my apartment and went to China to pursue his career as an actor. Both Bobby and I was so proud of him because his childhood dream finally came true. Despite his golden opportunity, he still has to deal with the ongoing lawsuit that he has with his previous company.

For me, I have gotten very insecure about my body and is seriously jealous over tiny things. I know it is all the mood swings that you have from your pregnancy but I just can't help it. Whenever Bobby goes out for work, I can't help but think the kind of girls he sees everyday at work are those skinny ones. They have attractive bodies which is what guys are looking for.

He always assures me that he is not interested in those girls because none of them can be on my level. Never, he claimed. I know it must be tough on him whenever I question him about girls and stuff. I have to give him credit for tolerating my behaviour especially when I'm cranky, angry, mad and not in the mood. The best boyfriend award goes to none other than, Kim Jiwon.

Back to the current situation. I am now sitting at one of those white sofas in the newly renovated, huge baby room. I was staring outside the window when someone knocked on the door. "Baby, I'm here," Bobby greeted.

I looked at him and continued staring out of the window. "I know you're mad at me," He said. Once he was close to me, he sat beside me and lifted me up a little, making me sit on his lap. He caressed the side of my right arm. It made me feel insecure a little. I pushed his hand away. "I'm sorry for everything, Baby. I really do," He started.

"Isn't the television more important than me? I'm fat to the point where you don't want to face me, do you? Why don't you hook up with one of the girls in that dance studio of yours. They are way better than me, Bobby," I said.

He sighed when I said that. "Ashlee, you are on the top on the list for my list of priorities. I'm sorry. I'm too engrossed watching the show that I forgot that my opinion matters to you. Secondly, you are certainly not fat at all. You feel insecure because your body has gotten a little bit bigger when the baby started growing on the inside. You know what? I have never seen someone who is much more beautiful than you when they are pregnant. You are extra beautiful to me, especially now. Gosh, I feel like making love all day long and making you pregnant. Hell, I can't even describe how beautiful you are during your pregnancy! Thirdly, don't you ever talk about those girls again. They are literally sluts or whores going around sleeping with different men. I don't even like that kind of girls, remember? They disgust me. I have the most caring, sweet and beautiful girl. Why should I even go to them when I have the best?"

Here goes this cheesy side of Jiwon. "Okay, since when you became sweet? Did somebody teach you or something?"

"Sweetheart, I am an overly sweet and cheesy person. It's you that you haven't noticed," he replied. I kissed him on his nose before getting off of him. "Where are you going?"

"To get ready, Mister. We have a meeting with your parents, don't you remember?"

I wore a long white lacy, long-sleeved dress. Bobby was wearing his usual flannel shirt, black jeans, Air Jordan's as well as his SnapBack. If this is his usual style every single day, don't tell me that he is going to wear his SnapBack as well as his Air Jordan's when we get married?! No way, I'm not allowing him to appear like that.