I USED TO THINK I DIDN'T DESERVE IT.
I USED TO THINK I DIDN'T DESERVE LOVE AND PEACE AND A HOME.
I USED T O THINK I DIDN'T DESERVE ANYTHING.
THEN.
I TOOK THE TIME TO LOVE MYSELF AND FIND PEACE IN MY OWN MIND AND I BECAME MY OWN HOME.
NOW I KNOW I DESERVE LOVE,
YOU WERE JUST TO BLIND TO SEE THAT I WOULD BE MORE AND BETTER THAN YOU WOULD HAVE EVER BEEN.
I DO DESERVE IT,
I DESERVE MORE THAN WHAT YOU GAVE FATHER,
I DESERVE SOMEONE WHO GIVES ME THEIR WORLD AND STILL SAYS IT ISN'T ENOUGH.
I DESERVE IT ALL.
-A
YOU ARE READING
*SCREAMING IN SILENCE*
PoetryTHIS IS A BOOK FULL OF POETRY I WRITE. THESE ARE MY PURE EMOTIONS. TRIGGER WARNING (suïcide, depression, death, love, pain, childhood trauma, trauma, father issues...)
