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💮Nickolai💮

I read the email over and over again, my heart shattering at each word my brain captured.

The moment i got the message from the hospital and also an unknown number I knew my life had been destroyed.

I ruined my life cause of my carelessness and I hurt my brother cause of my selfishness.

I'm going to be a father of two kids with different mother which one happens to be his ex and the other his wife.

I started realizing my mistakes and when an Angel walked into my life. At first I fell for her goddess body and sun glowing skin but getting to know her it was clear that the biggest man whore in LA was falling for someone.

I fell for her golden heart, her body, her gray orbs that seems to have anyone in its captive, her charming smile, her inebriating chocolate scent, the sound of her laughter, I fell in love with Angel Caribello

I wanted her to be the woman I'll finally settle down with, the woman I'll call mine, protect and love forever but all my dreams died after hearing all she said to me in the restaurant that day

Her zeal to be slut shamed and insulted to be with Raul, her Nonchalance attitude of being his mistress as long she will be with him made me realize her heart belongs to him already.

I knew i was making her confused by showing her how I truly felt, she'd have only been with me cause of pity and her goodness, her heart wouldn't love me fully.

The first day she came into Raul's office which was also the first time in a long time Raul and I spoke but of course it had to be about business.

I realized he was attracted to her cause of his jealous tone when he warned me not to be close to her despite his wife's presence in the room

Thinking of the past and his wife who slept with me without remorse and goes into the world to appear perfect, I had to encourage Angel to chase her feelings for him. I have denied my brother of love and happiness for long and if it meant killing my feelings for Angel to make up for all I did then I was willing but it's really hard considering she's the first woman I fell in love with.

I have really hurt my brother and I regret it. I hope he'll forgive me someday.

💮Angel💮

We laid in the darkness and coldness of our bedroom. The warm covers shielding us from the harsh attack of the air conditioner.

His head rested on my thighs and my back on the head board while I played with his hair.

"Nickolai and I use to be very close as growing up twin brothers. Our bond became stronger in high school and we were known as the inseparable twin, you could hardly see us without each other and we were also the heartthrob of the school.

I had a crush on this girl, 'Alfreda' she was the girl every guy liked and wanted to have in their bed

I didn't have the intentions of sleeping with her I only wanted to be with cause i thought I had found the 'love of my life'

I didn't have any idea of what my feelings were so I told my best friend and only friend I had, Nickolai, and he helped me a bit. He asked me to get her to like me but I should be careful cause the only thing she thought about was sex.

I followed all he said and we ended up being a couple, 'power couple' of the school if I may add. I made my intentions known to her that I wasn't with her for her body whatsoever. I took her on dates and all those stuff highschool couples do