She's My Home

59

Z O E Y's

I wake up early to make a simple breakfast for the unexpected guest slash dra. Jimenez.

Di naman talaga ako nagluluto ng breakfast ko okay na ako sa cereals at milk.

I sighed as I looked at her, she's a mess totally mess. She occupied my bed and I ended up sleeping in the couch.

I silently sat beside her and fix her blanket, she's still sleeping soundly maybe the effect of the alcohol.

Flashback

" I told you before I left that don't ever look for me. "

" I'm here coz I care about you its been a year! and you're still acting like that " I shouted

" Just go home and forget about me! hindi nakakatuwa na sinundan mo pa ako dito. Just go, wala kang mapapala sa akin. " she replied furiously and tears started to flow in my eyes

" JB please give us a chance, you knew how much I like you, you knew I love you right? give it a try please. J..Just let me stay in your side, I hate seeing you miserable " I begged she shook her head

" its a no Zoey, just go and leave. I won't change my mind. We're good friends and that's it " she said firmly I weakly wiped my tears and walks away

After a month, I visited her again wala eh baka kasi matutunan nya akong mahalin. I'm still hoping I can change her mind. I found her drinking a wine obviously she's not sober anymore

" Gustong-gusto mo talagang saktan ang sarili mo? ang sabi ko umalis kana. Sya lang ang mahal hindi ikaw at kahit kelan hindi magiging ikaw! " sigaw nya dahan-dahan parin akong lumapit sa kanya

" You're drunk JB that's enough, look at you you're a mess. " I replied calmly she shook her head

" I know what I'm doing! Just get out of my life and don't come back. " she said I tried to held her but she step back and chuckled

" What do you want from me Zoey? if its just a sex tell me so that I can give it to you right away, then we're done. " she said mocking me I slapped her both cheeks hard

" You're an asshole JB! This will be the last time I'll visit you. Its not just about sex, you knew I also have everything if sex is all I need. Fuck you! Buti nalang at maaga akong nagising na kahibangan ko. " sigaw ko at umalis

I drove to my unit and cried my heart out, that's it. Nauntog ako sa katotohanan na hindi kami pwede.

Hindi talaga at huwag ng ipilit dahil lalo lang masakit.

As I've said never akong tumapak sa bahay nya, then after two months she keeps on bothering me sending foods, flowers, gifts and everything as a peace offering.

Dahil marupok ako sa kanya, I gave in not because I'm still into her but because we're friends.

I forgave her, we bond, we sleep together, we travel together, we live together. We became best of friends and I ended up as her secretary and she's my boss.

End of flashback

" I hope that you'll overcome everything doc, please stay strong until then. Alam kong makakaya mo yan, naranasan ko rin ang mga pinagdaanan mo. We may have same story but your's is worst, she became your fiancé. I'm praying for your genuine happiness " I whispered and caressed her cheek then she tried to open her eyes slowly