She's My Home

16

F A M's

What happened last night was still fresh in my mind, the way Ms. Imperial smiled at me like I was the most beautiful woman she had ever seen, the way she gracefully sway her body with the beat of the music, the way how she held me like I was hers, and the way she talked to me in a possesive way.

I shrugged the thought as the image of Dra. Jimenez longing eyes appeared in my mind.

I need to focus my attention to Yasmin.

I get out of the bed and did my morning rituals its about time to go back in my real life as a doctor in our hospital, a daughter to my mom and dada and an aunt to my baby J.

I slowly walks to the dining area to make some coffee when I saw a familiar figure making a two cup of coffee.

" Oh just right in time doc Fam come here its for you " she said smiling

Doc Fam huh?

" No its fine I can make my own coffee " I replied she shook her head

" Sayang naman ito doc, saka diba may kasabihan na bawal magsayang ng magkain, alangan naman na itapon ko ito since isang baso lang ang kaya kong inumin saka diba bawal masobrahan ng ca----- " kinuha ko na ang kape sa kamay nya

" Tama na okay? dahil mukha namang hindi ka papayag na hindi ko ito iinumin" tanong ko at humigop ng kape ngumiti naman sya at tumango

Yung ngiting nawawala na ang mata nya sa liit.

" Okay then, maupo ka " aya nya sa akin tumango nalang ako at umupo sa harap nya

" Here I made some french toast baka lang gusto mo " offer nya tumango nalang ako

" Kumusta naman yung medical mission, how are you feeling na patapos na? did you enjoy? " she carefully asked I gently nodded

" Well masaya akong makatulong Ms. Imperial, yun naman talaga ang main reason na naging doctor ako, gusto kong tumulong sa mga may sakit o karamdaman at gusto kong bigyan ng pag-asa ang mga taong gusto pang mabuhay in short gusto kong maging instrumento na dugtungan pa ang buhay nila. " paliwanag ko nakatitig lang sya sa akin at nakikinig

" Your family is blessed to have you doc you're such a selfless person and of course they are proud of you as a doctor " she replied I smiled

" They are, I do hope that the person who inspired me also to become a woman I am today is with me but not all we wish will be granted right? We can't be selfish to have both. I was a successful pediatrician but she left without saying goodbye so that's life and I can say I should still be thankful for everything that happened, despite of the pain I learned to reach out to the person who truly love me, a person who is always there to love and support me. " I said and I can see pain in her eyes

" d..did you already forget about that person? " she asked weakly

" I didn't forget her, how can I forget my first of everything but I already accepted the fact that we can't be together and the fact that there's someone better for me that I don't need to hide her and my love for her. " I replied she took a deep breathe and nodded