She's My Home

49

Jaasiel Belle's

I'm patiently waiting in the exclusive part of this resto while tapping the table.

Pupunta pa kaya yun? Its been an hour.

I cursed when someone punched my face.

" F*ck! " I groaned and turned around she held my collar firmly eyes filled with anger

" Gagooo! you're an assholeeee! How could you do thisss! I even accepted you as my business partnerrr! I trusted you so much! putang*na moo JBBB! kapatid ko pa tagalaaa! Hindi ka man lang nakakita ng ibaaa! mapapatay kitaaaa! " sigaw nya saka ako sinikmurahan ng ilang beses napaubo naman ako

" Love? Jadeee! Oh my Godd! J..JBB?! love bitiwan mo syaaa! akala ko ba makikipag-usap ka lang tapos nakikipag-away kana! Ano nalang ang sasabihin ni tato Bei at tita Jhoo! Jade namann!   " sigaw ni ate Yan

" Alam mo ba ang ginawa ng hayop na to sa bestfriend mo?! " gigil na tanong nya sa kanyang asawa

" love calm down, please kumalma ka muna. This won't help if you're acting like that looked at what you've done to JB sinira mo na ang mukha nya. " ate Yan said caressing ate Jade's shoulder

" Kaya siguro ayaw ni dada na malaman mo dahil alam nya na ganyan ang gagawin mo at ganyan ka magrereact, so please calm down love. " she said with her pleading voice

Unti-unti naman akong binitawan ni ate Jade at agad naman akong inabutan ng panyo ni ate Yan while checking my face

" Punasan mo yang dugo sa mukha mo. " sagot nya tumango naman ako at pilit ngumiti

" So you're Athena's dada? " Ate Jade asked raising her eyebrow I slowly nodded

" F*ck! never imagined na may chance na magiging bayaw pala kitang hayop ka. May pa dra. Fam ka pang nalalamang gago ka kaya pala ayaw mong tawaging ate si Fam ha tapos malalaman kong anak mo si Athena. I really don't know how things happened with the idea of you and Fam having a child. You we're close yes but I can't believe that you will go that far" sagot nya napayuko naman ako

" Watch your words my love its too much it won't resolve anything " ate Yan said worriedly

" Its fine ate its all my fault so I deserve this, isa pa kapatid nila ang sinaktan at sinira ko and I will understand kung magalit ka rin sa akin she's your bestfriend. " I replied she shook her head

" I'm also mad JB but what can I do if your daughter Athena is Fam's source of happiness. How can I get mad for too long? I can see how happy Fam is, how her eyes glow by merely hearing your daughters laugh. Masama ang loob ko pero thankful ako na nandyan ang pamangkin ko. Iba ang saya ng bestfriend ko sa pagdating ni baby A sa buhay nya " sagot ni ate Yan napaluha naman ako

" Hindi ko alam ang gagawin ko ate, I---I can't even call her my daughter, si dra. Jimenez ang kinilala nyang father figure nya sobrang sakit ate sobra pero wala akong magagawa. Wala akong karapatang magreklamo dahil kasalanan ko ang lahat. Kaya wala akong karapatan na magpakilala bilang bahagi ng buhay nya, siguro nasa mommy nalang nya ang desisyon at tatanggapin ko yun. " sagot ko tinapik naman ni ate Yan ang balikat ko

" Jade my love, come here. You guys need to talk. I'll wait you in the car,I'll check our baby J baka magising but promise me you won't punch JB. " Ate Yan said and held ate Jade's hand

" Alright love. " Ate Jade replied while ate Yan gave her a peck in the lips and gave me a wink and mouthed " you got this " I smiled and gently nodded

" so what's your plan? Paano ang pamangkin ko at ang kapatid ko? remember that she's engaged. " ate Jade warned I sighed and nodded

" Di ko naman nakakalimutan yun ate Jade, alam ko naman kung paano ilugar ang sarili ko sa buhay nya. Maaaring may nararamdaman ako sa kanya pero wala naman akong balak na sirain ang relasyon nila ni dra. Jimenez malaki ang utang na loob ko sa kanya dahil sya ang umako ng mga responsibilidad ko sa anak ko. Sya ang nandyan para alagaan sila, para punuan ang lahat ng pagkukulang ko. Nakita ko kung gaano nya sila kamahal at alam kong nasa mabuting kamay ang mag-ina ko " sagot ko tumango naman sya

" JB answer me honestly, will just let her go? now that there's a way that you can marry her, now that there's chance to build your own family. I knew everything even the reason why you left without saying goodbye and came back as Ms. Imperial. " Ate Jade asked I took a deep breathe

Am I ready to let her go?

" To be honest, I really don't know ate. Sa ngayon kung anong gusto ni dra. Fam para sa anak namin yun narin ang gusto ko. If she will ask me to leave them alone maybe I will leave. I hurt her, I broke her now that she's fine I am here again. I don't wanna see her hurt again just because of me. " I replied she shook her head

" Why don't you give it a try? pero ang tanong ko seryoso ka ba? mahal mo pa ba? o baka naman bored ka lang o baka naman gusto mo lang makasama ang anak mo coz of your guilt. " sagot nya napatitig naman ako

" Yes ate I do, I love her so much until now but it won't change anything. She's engaged and she's happy with someone else. I don't want to ruin her happiness what matters now is that I can bond with my child. She's letting me to be with our child and that's more than enough. I won't ask for more. " I replied she sighed and shook her head

" Sus di mo pa nga alam kung masaya sya sa buhay nya ngayon. You should atleast ask her first. Be there even just a good friend for now just like the old days when you guys are comfortable hanging around " she said and tapped my shoulder

" Oh before I forgot. JB I like you a lot since I knew you eversince in our young age, so maybe try to figure things out its not too late for you and Fam to settle things. Baka naman kasi sa pagpapaubaya mo sa kanya, umaasa syang kumakapit kapa, na. ilalaban mo sila. I'll talk to you soon. " she said and turned her back I sighed and walks slowly to my car

My head is aching, she punched really hard.

Bakit naman ganun sa tuwing handa na akong pakawalan ka at magpaubaya nandyan naman sila para guluhin o baguhin ang aking isipan.

Naguguluhan ako sa mga nangyayari sa atin, pero natatakot akong magtanong ng mga bagay, natatakot ako sa kung ano ang iyong isasagot.

Should I fight for us?

Is it worth fighting for?

or

Should I let you go coz its the right thing to do.

A/N
* Hii goodmorning everyone, I'm so exhausted.