𝒎𝒂𝒅𝒏𝒆𝒔𝒔,, 𝗐𝗋𝗂𝗍𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗉𝗈𝖾𝗍𝗋𝗒 𝖽𝗎𝗆𝗉

admire from afar

it's crazy how a single brush, means millions to me and nothing to you

The overwhelming reality, forever making me blue

Knowing all I could is smile at your words, laugh at your jokes, and admire you from afar

I could never blame you, as it's me who made this scar

it burns my heart not controlling what I feel

how I so deeply wish it could heal

knowing this love is unrequited 

yet still wishing it is everything but one-sided

it kills me knowing I can only do nothing

to stop my heart's endless aching

for this is a losing race, I'd forever be running

wondering if you are my curse or blessing