Meant To Be ♡

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Warning: this chapter contains depression.

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H POV:

I was standing in the hallway when someone suddenly taped my shoulder. I gasped.

"Toneri-sama! You scared me." I said.
"Ah, I apologize. Are you oaky Princess? You look tired." He said this while looking directly into my eyes.

His eyes were blue too, rather a lighter shade but not enough to make my heart flutter like...

"Yeah, I'm alright." I told him.

He kept his eyes glued to mine and took my hands in his as if he was trying something.

"Please take rest if you are not feeling well. After all, I do not want you to faint in the middle of our wedding tomorrow." He said with a light amusement in his voice.

I totally forgot I was supposed to get married tomorrow!

I nodded and slipped out of his grip. It was uncomfortable. I went straight to Hanabis chamber only to find her asleep.

Maybe she's tired. Oh, I wish you were there to provide me strength like you always do Hanabi.

I slowly rubbed her head and kissed her forehead. Than I went to my room changed into a nice comfortable night gown.

I went to the window. Cold breeze blowing slowly under the blanket of night. Flowers and water shining beautifully in the moonlight. It was so peaceful, it feel real good sitting here. Uncountable stars twinkle.

I wonder if I will be able to feel this good or even look at the sky so peacefully like this again after my marriage.

Brother Nejis words came back in my head "it will be nothing but a golden cage for you" "you don't belong there"

I shook my head and decided to look around the castle, a blonde head came to my vision which belonged to a very handsome whiskered face man, who was very difficult to avoid or forget. Cold breeze hit my skin sending Goosebumps through my body

I needed a distraction not this!

But I found myself staring his profile, admiring the beautiful sculptured toned face. He was talking to Shikamaru and Sasuke, though I cant figure if it's something serious or just a chat, his face reviled nothing. Naruto's biceps bulged as he put his hand in pockets.

Both the other men started to walk towards the exit of the castle but Naruto just stood there as if .... as if he knew I was watching. His face slowly turned in my direction and our eyes met.

His beautiful ocean blue eyes shone bright in the moonlight. We just stood there, digging into each other's souls and though his face was stone his eyes couldn't hide the emptiness in them.

I sense it.

I felt so bad at the moment; half of me wanted to run into his warm arms and stay there forever, but the other half was too scared...

I pouted over my thoughts. Naruto shook his head as if he himself was lost in thoughts.

He broke the eye contact and walked to the exit. Sparing me one last glance.

He's no longer the Naruto I once knew. He has changed. He didn't smile, those blue eyes no longer shine with enthusiasm. It just breaks my heart to see him like this.

I walked towards the bed and laid down, covering myself with lavender sheets.

Naruto was always used to be a bright kid. He loved his parents the most. For him friends were everything and I... well I dont know what I was for him.
He was very weak at the beginning, we all were. But everyone worked hard to get stronger.

War had hit everyone really hard. Everyone of us lost someone very close to us. Two things happened during the war...

First the nine tale fox magic was unleashed and the second was an unknown source of light, a very bright light was casted upon the whole area, anyone who saw the light, cost them to lose their eye site and damaged their brain.

About the nine tale fox magic, Naruto's parents were the one who handled it. It was the reason they died, but it was a very dark magic so they decided to install it in Naruto for the world's sake. They believed that Naruto would be able to conquer and learn it. And that's how Naruto lost both of his parents.

Sasuke was not really affected much as he had his older brother with him. But I'm sure it affected Naruto the most. It definitely affected me coz I was traumatized and depressed for years. I still am.

I wish I was a bit stronger to handle myself and Naruto. I wish I had the strength to go and ask him if he was alright.

I'm not as strong as Hanabi neither I'm as clever as brother Neji. I'm of no use, such a failure. I wish I was just not born.... At least I would not be a burden like that.

I took a long breadth and let myself sleep for now. It can't be helped anyways. Tomorrow I'll be moved from one golden cage to another. Tomorrow my fate will be sealed away with someone I barely know.

That's what I deserve....

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Well Naruto is acting mysterious 🤔

Anyways I really liked the NaruHina staring part. 👀💜

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