Sad Buddhist nun

being in love for the first time

I never meet someone so compassionate since I meet jack.  He a loving, kind and patient man.    I had one boy friend in high school we were sweethearts until Matt found out that I had the hots for jack.  When he realized that I dumped and saddens that is until I found out that he was cheating on me.  With Matt out of my way I decided to pursue the mountaineering career and then started hanging around jack.    When I told my CATHOLIC parents that I was no Buddhist and was Pursuing mountaineering as a career they thought was I was a useless hippie.   They almost kicked me out.

How they feel knowing that I was in love with jack. 

One stormy night he held my hand when I told him about my parents.  He said that he went though the same thing with his parents and ex wife.  I knew it wasn't my business but I asked him if he was Buddhist.  He said he was tibetan Buddhist.   I told him that that was the same with me. He planted a deep kiss and started to make love to me.  I tried not to make a sound because if my parents heard use making love they would freak.

When I let out s scream  of pleasure then they heard.  That was when I nearly became homeless. That is when jack was offering for me to live with him.    "
"Their love was conditional mine is not" he said cupping my cheek, holding my chin and kissed me tenderly.

When we drove to his place, we went straight to his bedroom.    There we made love and loudly as we want.  That was when he asked the question.....would you marry me. 

I said that I did.   He gave me his mother wedding ring a family heirloom.

"For you." He said.  I wanted to kiss him to feel his touch.  

Our eyes were smiling and so where our faces as we made love and kissed.  How I want to feel his touch.  He had a way of making me want to wait for it and when I felt his touch I felt a kind of pleasure for him.  And only him.