Finding themselves

No more

Jimin declined Jungkook sleeping with him that night much to the others annoyance. When Jimin said he would be ok, Jungkook went into his room slamming the door pacing back and forth.
Knowing he'd be unable to sleep he put pen to paper determined to write.
He sat there, but nothing came, he doodled then began thinking, what if Jimin wouldn't take him back?
How would he cope if Jimin started seeing someone else? As his thoughts rambled through his head he started writing

No More
No more mornings waking up beside you,
Because I let you down,
Thinking life would be so much better
That it held more than I had found
Whatever made me do it?
Throw away the prize I had
Smashing down the wall of love you gave
To little pieces on the ground

You were always there when needed
Something I forgot along the way
I threw away your love saw you walk right out the door.
With tears rolling down your face
My heart it seemed had hardened
Little knowing what I'd once held close
Would go away for good
love I'd had  in front of me but sadly now no more

If I could go back I'd look real hard
At the joy you always brought me
I'd see how much you mean to me the one who I adore
Your sweet smile, your kisses that gave me so much pleasure
The fun we had as we made up
The evenings full of love
The best thing that I'd ever have
No more, no more, no more

Jungkook sighed closing the notepad, he showered laying naked in his bed tossing and turning unable to sleep a knock came and the door opened, Jimin stood there his hair messy his face tired.
"Kookie......, can I stay in here? I can't get to sleep?"
Jungkook flipped the cover open and Jimin hobbled over sighing as he got in taking the weight off his foot.
He turned on his side facing Jungkook like he used to putting his arm on His hip suddenly feeling his naked skin.
"Oh sorry!" He went to pull away but Jungkook was quicker clamping his arms around him tugging him to his chest while he rubbed his back.
"Just sleep...," he muttered
Jimin relaxed against him gradually falling asleep, Jungkook too now Jimin was there.
It was two in the morning Jimin woke up, why he didn't know , he was sprawled on Jungkooks chest feeling every inch of him. In the moonlight he raised his head seeing the handsome planes of his face, gently he leaned down to give a chaste kiss on the others lips only to have Jungkooks hand slide round the back of his neck holding him there prolonging the kiss into a more passionate one.
Jimin moaned in pleasure, driving Jungkook to slip his hand into the back of the shorts Jimin was wearing clasping his backside .
"Ahh, Kookie..."
"Yes babe?"
"I...I want you...."
Jungkook rolled him onto his back making short work of taking off his shorts and top. Jimin could see he was very much aroused, something that excited and made his own arousal grow.
"Fuck your beautiful ," Jungkook said kissing down Jimins body. As his hot lips enclosed Jimins length the small boy gasped thrusting up into Jungkooks mouth.
Jungkook  took his mouth away making Jimin whine,
"Suck my fingers," Jungkook growled out dominately
Jimin did so and soon Jungkook was back licking his length while inserting long fingers into zjimins puckered hole.
Jimin moaned suddenly Jungkooks thrusting fingers touched the waiting bundle of sensitive nerves,
"Ah more Kookie...!"
Each thrust and suck brought Jimin nearer, pleasure building, seconds later he convulsed his essence pouring down Jungkooks throat and his hole gripped around his fingers, he was panting hard as Jungkook pulled his fingers out deftly rolling them so Jimin was  astride him. He aligned Jimin gripping his hips and pushing inside him an erotic moan escaping as Jimins overwrought senses took in this new pleasure.
"Ride me Jimin," Jungkook moaned out in pleasure as his length was gripped tightly.
Jimin placed his small hands on Jungkooks chest inadvertently caressing his nipples as he moved up and down. Jungkooks head tipped back in pleasure he thrust up burying himself deeper, Jimin dazed from his orgasm slowed tiredly, jungkook thrust faster gripping Jimin then with a harsh gasp erupted gasping at the rolling pleasure going through him.
Jimin flopped onto his chest neither moved.
"Jimin!"
"Mmm?"
"What are we?"
Jimin sighed," I don't know Kookie "
"Will you take me back?"
"I...I don't know, I want to but you hurt me...,a lot,"
"I know...., I was stupid..., I felt off kilter..., no direction... having to manage without you then boom there you were....., I tried to convince myself ...it was good to manage on my own...., but I was just scared of not being able to adjust again. I need you in my life,"
"But you have me, I'm in the group."
"I want you for myself , I realised I'd never lost that feeling I have for you, it was quietly sleeping within me waiting for you to come back."
"T-that's nice to know  but I can't forget the hurt that easily, you were the one thing that kept me going I was so excited to be coming back to you....."
"I'll prove I love you my Jiminee,"
"Great but can we sleep first.....?" Jimin yawned
"I'm trying to sort our love life out here!"
"Mmmm, but I wanna sleep, let me sleep Kookie?"
Jungkook huffed then cuddled the other close ,
"Fine....,"
"Good..., night"
Jimin was fast asleep within minutes. Jungkook chuckled, he supposed he was guilty of tiring him!
Rubbing Jimins back he realised he was still inside him , he smirked , he must have been tired he would normally clean himself up.
Smiling be kept his hands clasped around his lover drifting off eventually thoughts of proving himself to his small lover.