Finding themselves

Drunken truths

Before he could go further they both heard RM and Jin talking coming towards their rooms.
Jimin shoved Jungkook off him and they both stood acting like nothing had happened. Jimin heard a knock on his door and yelled," I'm in here,"
RM opened the door warily to see Jimin standing holding a jumper and T shirt as Jungkook was squatting next to some shopping bags.
"Oooh, Jimin let me see! That jumpers so cute!" Jin said .
"They had some nice stuff, we were just sorting through, weren't we Jungkook?"
"Hmmm, oh yer," he pulled a bucket hat out to show them.
"How many have you got now?" RM laughed
"But this one's different !"
"It's black like your others,"
"Ah ha, but it has a white tag on it!"
The rest laughed.
"Did you want something?"Jimin asked
"Well...., management want you to go back Jimin to get your foot looked at, Jin needs to go back too, he's got an interview about food."
"My foots ok....."
"It's a precaution Jimin,"
"But......."
"You should go Jimin look at what happened to it today." Jungkook murmured.
Jimin stared at the other, minutes ago they had nearly had sex now he wanted him to go? Old insecurities clouded his head, had he been played? Was Jungkook just biding his time using him while here and moving on later?
"What time are we going?"
"As soon as your ready ," Jin answered.
"Can you help me pack then Jin?"
"Sure...,"
They both left Jungkooks room , Rm went back to the house.
Jungkook frowned, Jimin sounded different what was going on in his head. Sighing he thought he'd ask him before he left, now he wanted to shower, Kookie junior was still waiting for some pleasure. He took himself into the shower, muffling his moans as he pleasured himself gasping at the force of his release , then cleaning himself up standing under the streaming water for a few minutes more before finally dressing.
Opening his door he saw Jimins door open but the room empty. Walking towards the house he saw a car leaving the grounds,No surely they hadn't left yet?
Rushing inside he looked around.
"Hey Kook, what's up?" RM asked walking by with a book.
"Er was that Jin and Jimin leaving?"
"Yer........, didn't you say bye earlier?"
"I was in the shower,"
"Oh I thought Jimin meant they had said goodbye down there when I asked if he was waiting for you, he said he didn't need to say anything."
"Yer..., Erm I just wanted to make sure he called once his foot was checked."
"Oh I expect we will get a call, but probably tomorrow, there's not much point them coming back as we leave in two days."
Jungkook nodded, going outside to sit he got his phone out and rang Jimins number. Nobody picked up but ten minutes later he got a message.

I think we just let proximity blind us to the fact you broke up with me, it's best if we work out a way we can co exist in the group.it's my fault for letting myself start to believe your words, it's no good falling into the same routine that you weren't happy with, so let's just agree to be good friends ....Jimin

Jungkook stood up in frustration what the hell! He rang and rang Jimins phone but he wouldn't pic up.
Annoyed he stomped inside going to make himself some food.
"Kook you ok?" Tae asked
"No! What's wrong with him!"
"Who?"
"Jimin damn him!"
"Oh dear now what's happened?"
Jungkook took a beer out of the fridge opening it and gulping it down.
"Oh beers. I'll have one Suga said coming into the kitchen, Jungkook opened the fridge passing him one.
"Cheers!"
"Mmmm, " jungkook mumbled swallowing more.
"Er Kook you haven't eaten should you be drinking?" Tae asked worriedly.
"Oh stop being a party pooper," Suga said going to the fridge and gathering more beers and some snacks.
"Come on Jungkook let's go to my van ,"
The two left Tae staring at them worriedly.
An hour later and Tae, Hobi and Rm were gathered outside Sugas van listening to the other two singing loudly.
RM opened the van door, glancing in to see a tower of empty beer cans on the table and Suga and Jungkook hugging each other singing.
"Shhhhhuga look it's Rmmmmmm"
"What? A motor car?"
"Nah not vroomm R....M.........."
"Oh, had he got more beers?"
"Rm you got more beers?"
"Have you two got through all these! What's going on?"
"I can't write songs my mind is blank Jungkook and Jimin wrote songs they're so sweet it's all about them how Kookie broke his heart and how Jungkook wants him back but me.... Nada, nil, nothing!" Suga whined out.
"Jiminee wrote a song? Was he sad, I don't want him sad...., I was scared you know.... In the army he wasn't there ...., I didn't like it..., I had to learn to be without him...., I shut my feelings off I thought it would be different when he was back he looked so shocked when he heard me talking to Tae, I was trying to convince myself I didn't need anyone that there was more to the world than being with Jimin, but it was because I was scared of not being able to turn my emotions back on, I was so stupid, Jimin is my world but he believes he's not enough that I want more!!! I want my Jiminee.....!"
"I want you to have Jimin too," Suga sobbed," you two make a lovely couple"
"We do don't we, I love you too Suga !" Jungkook sobbed as the pair clung to each other hopelessly drunk and suddenly both falling back passed out.
RM turned " were you recording that Tae ?"
"Yep..., blackmail later,"
"Should we leave them or wake them up to eat?" Hobi asked,
"Oh no you don't wake a drunk Suga, let them deal with each other when they wake up!" RM said closing the door and stepping towards the house.
"Jimin will be pleased to know Kook cares for him," Hobi smiled.
"Only if Jungkook tells him," RM muttered
"Or I let the bird out of the cage " Tae said waving his phone, the three laughed.
Jungkook moaned who was banging? He opened one eye not recognising where he was. Early morning light was coming in through the small window, he sat up groaning more, a figure lying next to him mumbled,
"You better be dying to disturb me,"
"Suga...? What am I doing here?"
"Mmm Kook?" Why are you here with me when I've got drunk...."
"I think we both got drunk...., my heads killing .... "
"I'm going back to sleep. .. get lost.. oh I like your song bye the way.... Bye"
"My mmmm song?"
"Hmm, your song about Jimin..."
Jungkook gulped was it that obvious!!
"I'm jealous, I can't thinki straight or write like you two,"
"You will...., did Jimin write about me?"
"Er more your breakup...."
Jungkook sighed his stomach suddenly choosing that moment to growl in emptiness.
"Go eat, I think we both missed out yesterday,"
"I think I'd throw up if I did that....."
"Well clear out I need to sleep.......oh shit..... "he rushed outside throwing up.
"Yuk I'm going!" Jungkook said wobbling to his room and falling on his bed.