What am I fighting for

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Feels like I'm in a fight
This one worst then the last
Trying not to kill myself
But this round is looking bad

Might just pop some pills
Let the judges decide the score
It's so hard living a life
When you don't feel alive no more

Days are blurry
I just wanna sleep
Nights are lonely
I want someone to hold me

What am I fighting for
Tell me a reason to live
I'm not a good guy but do my crimes deserve this punishment

Feels like my time is up
Mental health took the lead
Pain said if I wanna kill him
Then I gotta kill me

If that's the price
Maybe I'll pay the fee
After I've paid and I'm gone
Whose even missing me

People do not give a shit in this life if its not their own
This world is so fucking cruel not sure if I belong

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