Kismat

Chapter 42

The sun rises and the new day begins. The birds were hovering in the sky in groups and were enjoying the time of the morning. In Rathore mansion, Sameer was sleeping on his back and he stirred. The first thing, he did, was caught his forehead and he rubbed it. Sameer tried to open his eyes but was not able to do that because of the intensity of the light. Sameer opened his narrowed eyes and wiped them to clear his vision. Sameer sat on the bed lazily because he had a fever last night.

Sameer turned his face and then he saw him and got shocked to see his condition because his shirt was open. Sameer looked at himself and caught his shirt then he tried to think. Sameer was having an idea. He was not able to see the clear image.

Flashback:

Muskan was laying by hugging Sameer who was unconscious. Sameer moved his hand but Muskan didn't realise that then Sameer tried to open his eyes he was not able to do properly but he felt something near him and saw Muskan. Sameer closed his eyes and caught Muskan in his arms and then again Sameer slept because he was not in a condition to understand anything and was feeling peace.

Flashback ends.

Sameer was thinking.

Sameer: who was that person?

Sameer was thinking and he got a shock.

Sameer: Muskan?

Sameer was shocked. At the same time, Muskan entered the room carrying a tray of tea and sandwiches. Sameer looked up and then Muskan also looked at him.

Muskan asked while going to the table: Tum uth gaye? Ab kaisi tabiyat hai tumhari?

Sameer was just looking at Muskan who kept the tray on the table and came to Sameer.

Muskan asked while sitting: by the way, good morning.

Muskan looked at Sameer and found him looking at her.

Muskan: kya howa?

Sameer came out of shock and looked down then he looked at Muskan.

Sameer: yeh meri shirt?

Muskan was shocked and remembered that she did that. She hesitated and said while not looking at him.

Muskan: ab woh, kal raat tumhe fever tha to is liye maine...

Sameer: oh...

Muskan nodded by looking down and gulped.

Sameer: ok. Thanks for taking care of me.

Muskan looked at Sameer and smiled slightly. Muskan thinks.

Flashback:

Muskan was laying by hugging Sameer and got a shock when Sameer caught her in his arms. Muskan looked up and found Sameer's eyes closed. Muskan was looking at Sameer and her eyes filled with tears how badly she wants this but in his conscious state, she will never get this. Muskan layed back her head and hugged him more but soon, she realised something.

Muskan in mind: nahi, Muskan, yeh galat hai. Sameer abhi hosh main nahi hai lekin tu to hai. Tu ache se janti hai ke Sameer tera kabhi nahi ho sakta. Tera koi haq nahi hai us per. Tera to us ki kisi bhi cheeze per haq nahi hai phir woh to bohat dur ki baat hai. Mat kar yeh.

Muskan's heart: kyun mera koi haq nahi hai, patni hun us ki, kuch waqt ke liye hi sahi lekin hun. Kya meri koi khuwaish nahi hai? Kya main koi khushi deserve nahi karti? Agar thori dair ke liye hi sahi mujhe yeh mouka mil raha hai to kyun nahi... kya galat hai is main? Mera pyaar galat nahi hai.

Muskan's mind: tera pyaar galat nahi hai lekin us ki behoshi ka faida uthana galat hai. Tu sirf Sameer ko warm karne ke irada se us ke pass aai thi bus. Mat bhul ke kal hi Sameer ne tujh per sab clear kar diya tha. Us ne kaha tha ke us ki Wife ki tarha behave karna band kar matlab tera koi haq nahi hai us per. Us ne koi haq nahi diya tujhe to phir kis haq se tu us ke pass rehna chahti hai. Agar tujhe pyaar chahiye to baat kar us se lekin ase nahi. Yeh faida uthana hai aur tu asi nahi hai jo kisi ki majburi, kisi ki behoshi ka faida uthaye.