after eating a quarter of the meal ashton cut out for me he let me leave the table.
i felt sick and bloated from all the drinks i had yesterday.
i looked in the mirror and saw my stomach and immediately felt sick. i looked so fucking gross.
maybe i really did need to purge.
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i walked into the bathroom and turned on the shower. i bent down in front of the toilet and stuck my fingers down my throat.
i immediately felt my gag reflex kick in before the food came tumbling out of my stomach.
"fuck." i mumbled as i leaned back against the wall.
it hurt, but i loved it.
i flushed the toilet, jumped in the shower, and brushed my teeth.
i changed into a baggy t-shirt and sweats before heading downstairs.
i saw luke sitting there on the couch playing a video game.
"where are the others?" i asked as i sat next to him.
"calum is up in his room doing who knows what, ashton is reading up on some charts, and michael got called in for emergency surgery." luke spoke while focusing on his game.
"can i play?" i asked.
"um, sure. just don't be too butt hurt if you lose." luke chuckled as he handed me the other remote.
"what the fuck!" luke yelled as i beat him for the third time.
"what? it's not my fault i'm gifted in the video games. i always beat calum as a kid too." i laughed as i placed down the remote ready to get up.
"no, one more game. i've got to redeem myself." luke complained as he pulled me back down on the couch.
"why the hell are you screaming?" calum asked as he walked downstairs.
"she's beat me three times in a row mate." luke grumbled as he leaned further back into the couch.
"oh yeah, i never play liyah in video games because she always wins. i think i've beaten her maybe 3 times in my life." calum spoke with an eye roll as he sat on the couch next to me.
"do you have another remote?" calum asked.
"yep." luke replied as he threw a remote calum's direction.
i ended up winning a couple more rounds before calum and luke were a yelling duo at the tv.
"woah guys, it's not the tv's fault you suck." i laughed.
"you know, i can't fucking read my charts with three teenage girls screaming on the couch." ashton spoke slowly as he walked down the stairs.
"fuck you." luke spoke as he flashed him the middle finger.
"luke hemmings." ashton spoke with smirk as he grabbed a pillow and threw it at his head.
i quickly ducked and let the pillow hit luke square in the face.
"why the hell are you even yelling?" ashton asked as he sat next to calum.
"we've lost a total of six games against liyah. we can't beat her." calum spoke with a pout.
"the god of video games as been summoned." ashton smirked as he grabbed a free remote.
"prepare to lose." ashton chuckled as we started the seventh game.
i ended up winning again and ashton almost lost his shit.
"never in my life have i lost to someone in this game. i always win." ashton complained.
we decided to play one more round, which i won again making all of the boys scream.
michael came running in.
"do i need to call 911 or something? i heard you guys from outside? what the hell is going on?" michael spoke slightly panicked.
"they can't beat me." i pointed out. "i'm a video game master." i smirked.
"mhm. pass me the last remote. we'll see." michael smiled.
ashton threw him the last remote and we played a two more games, me being victorious before we stopped.
"i'm never playing video games with you ever again." luke muttered as he put his remote away.
"it's not my fault you all suck ass." i laughed as i leaned back.
"correction, we don't suck. you're just extremely good for some unknown reason." ashton chuckled.
"yeah whatever." i spoke with an eye roll.
all of the boys went upstairs except for luke who was chilling on the couch.
i was about to go to my room myself before luke caught my wrist.
"just wanted to let you know that you have an appointment with louis tomorrow." he smiled gently before letting go of my wrist.
i felt my face heat up as i quickly thanked him before running upstairs.
i laid down on my bed on my phone when i saw ashton leaning against the door way.
"i just wanted to let you know, from a shrinks point of view, it's painfully obvious you like him."
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