bts one shots | b x b

always in your corner- yoonjin/SIN

If you were to tell Seokjin that he is loved and cared for, he wouldn't believe it. He would not believe a word that comes out of your mouth. You see, Seokjin is part of the biggest band in the world, so he is constantly under the public eye. He knows what they are thinking, and what they are saying or wish to say. He has built a sense for it, which is needed in the industry.

Although, he is constantly praised for his vocals, visuals, manners, and acting skills. He forever has the feeling of being a let down. Feeling as if he can never reach his full potential, always thinking he does not deserve what has been given to him. 

Seokjin does not realize that he did not just get this chance in life, but that he has worked and sacrificed so much to be where he is now, he earned it. People may overlook Seokjin, due to the little lines he receives. But, once he does open his mouth, best believe they are entranced by him.  

The members in the group try their best to tell Seokjin that he is indeed, incredible. Seokjin shines so brightly in the world, and those that meet him are bound to be enamored the second they meet him. Little does the outside world know how much pain he is in. How unloved he feels. How much of a burden he feels. There is only one person who knows he truly feels.

His eternal roommate. 

To the outside world, Yoongi is cold, a person who does not care about others, only himself. If only they knew that he was the one keeping his only hyung afloat. His hyung is such a bright light to the public eye, but when they are alone at night in their shared room, it is different. His light dims, and Yoongi would do anything to make sure that light never envelops him completely. 

"Jin hyungie, are you awake?" Of course, Yoongi knew this was a dumb question to ask since he knows that his hyung stays up with restless thoughts. "Aishhhh Yoongi, I was finally falling asleep." Seokjin knew it was bad to lie to Yoongi, but he didn't want the younger to worry. "Sorry, I just wanted to talk for a bit, check in and stuff." Seokjin knew this, that is why he was trying to avoid it. Because, truthfully, he wasn't all that great at the moment. He had scrolled through his secret twitter account, and saw all the comments that he wished he didn't. 

why is he still in the band? we have jimin for vocals and taehyung for visuals? 

he is the oldest, yet he isn't the leader, what a loser

bts would be fine, if not, thrive more without jin

"I am good, nothing to report. Just want to sleep." Again, Jin made the move to indicate that he was not up for this late night talk. "I can tell when you are lying, hyung. Is that what we are doing now, lying to each other? I never thought that you would lie to  me, after everything." 

It is true. Jin knew that lying was something that they never thought they would do to one another, but that was before.  

" I am not lying Yoongi, I am just tired. Simple as that." Jin continued to lie straight through his teeth. Yoongi had enough and decided to get out of his bed, and hover over Jin's bed. 

"Alright, hyung, I have given you plenty of chances to tell me what is wrong, and yet you continue to lie to me. You think I don't know you? Or did you forget that you are my eternal soulmate. You think I can't sense that something is wrong with you? Tell me what is wrong, or I will tell the others to join us in this room, and pry it out of you. So again hyung, what. is. wrong?" Yoongi asked exasperated, and clearly meaning every word.

There wasn't much light in the room except for the little Mario night light in Jin's side. Though, even in this dim light, he can see the sadness that Jin carries with him at night. Yoongi can see the furrow of the brows and the small pout that is formed on his lips. He can see the unshed tears that sit at bay, and he can see the raggedness of his chest as he tries his best to breathe. It pains Yoongi to see any one of his members in pain, but for his Hyung to be like this, well it kills him. Yoongi would take his pain away in a heartbeat, and never let his hyung experience anything that would bring him any kind of pain. 

Jin not being able to keep it to himself anymore, finally releases a deep sigh. " I should not be here. I should not be in bangtan" he covers his eyes with the palm of his hands, and quietly lets his tears fall freely. 

Yoongi would be lying if he said that the sight didn't break his heart, but it did. Yoongi knew that trying to talk to him would not do much of an impact. He reminds his hyung how special he is everyday. He reassures him everyday, but Yoongi knows that words mean nothing if you don't believe them. "Jinnie-hyung, you know very well that there is no bangtan without the seven of us. Army knows it, everyone knows it. You are needed hyung, very much. We need you." Yoongi carefully sits at the foot of Jin's bed. "You are only saying that because it has always been seven, but imagine the more opportunities with just six. Without me weighing you guys down. You guys would be better off. I know it." By this point Jin was silently sobbing and hiding his face between the pillows. Yoongi carefully scoots closer and starts caressing Jin's head. "hyung, I wish you didn't have these thoughts. I wish you can see the way the world sees you in their eyes. Hyung, you are such a bright light, that its ridiculous. You are worth so much. You remember Japan? You remember the letter you wrote for me? You have no idea the amount of impact that had on me. I needed that then, and you somehow knew. I will forever remember that moment, hyung. It was one of my favorites in this lifetime. I need you to listen to me hyung, and know that I mean every single word that is coming out of my mouth. The world needs you and loves you. I need you and love you. So please, listen to me, and let my words be of some reassurance. The world can fuck off for all I care. So ignore them, and trust me." By the the time Yoongi had finished talking, Jin had somehow made his way to Yoongi's lap with his head in the crook of his neck. 

Jin began to look up at Yoongi, and in his eyes he can see that Yoongi meant every word. He still could not help, but ask. "You mean all of that?" Yoongi looked down into the eyes he could get lost into forever, and never lie to. "I mean every single word, hyung." Jin couldn't help but tear up at the confession. They had continued to lie there in their moment of comfort, looking into one another's eyes. Jin feeling so much comfort from Yoongi, and Yoongi feeling relieved that what he had said made an impact. 

Some time had passed, and eventually Jin had fallen asleep in the arms of Yoongi. 

While Yoongi was lying there awake on his phone, and clinging to him, he continued doing what he does every night. 

jin is so amazing <3

no one beats jin's visuals 

ot7 forever

WOW JIN IS SO GREAT

silver vocalist for a reason!!!!!! 

Yoongi will always make sure that the world is reminded of how wonderful his hyung is everyday. The world should never forget how truly special he is. God, save anyone who says otherwise.