words unsaid- jinkook

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If there was one thing everyone saw coming

But tried to ignore

It was Jin leaving first

Everyone knew Jin would be the first one to leave BTS for the enlistment

Yet, it still broke their hearts

But more so

One persons heart will be shattered once they found out

But can anyone really blame him?

Jin was, and is, his everything

Possibly will always be


[2022]


There comes a time when you are a Korean man that you have to do your part in serving your

country. Jin knew this day was coming, but still doesn't make it any easier. It pains him to the core to know he was leaving his family and friends behind.

He knew that a part of him was going to be left behind for two years, that part being the person who he loves most.

Jungkook

Of course, Jungkook himself doesn't know this

He couldn't know Jin was leaving

He deserves someone that will be there for him

Someone his age

Pfft. His age

That's an excuse Jin tries to convince himself is true

Jin knows he is choosing not to tell Jungkook because, it will ruin Jin to see the pain he has inflicted onto him.

He can never face him and tell him that he is leaving him

He begged the members to keep it a secret from him

They all told Jin it was a bad idea, that Jungkook deserved to know

Jin knew that they were right and that Jungkook deserves to know

He just can't bring himself to tell him

It'll break him

It'll break me

He has to tell him the truth

Jin is leaving tomorrow morning

So he has to tell him tonight

Which is why he has invited Jungkook out to eat at their favorite place for lamb skewers

"Jin-Hyung, it's nice to be here with you. I've missed eating with you." Jungkook says as he sits across from Jin

Jin has to admit that he has been distant towards Jungkook for these past couple of months. He tells himself its to prepare Jungkook from his absence, but he knows it's not.

Its to prepare himself from Jungkook's absence

"I know JK, Hyung is sorry, he has been busy." Jin is quick to reply with a bland excuse

"As long as you are paying, I understand." Jungkook replies with laughter in his voice and a smile slipping onto his face that reaches ear to ear.

"Typical of you JK, only wants me for my money and food." Jin is trying his best to keep normal, but he can't help it, as he is feeling his heart break second by second. These are his last moments with Jungkook. Poor sweet Jungkook has no idea.

"Hyung? Have you and rest of the members got something planned? Seems you guys are in on a secret I don't know about."

Of course, Jungkook would pick up on the weird behaviors of the members. Always the observant.

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