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yoonjin- hyungie

If you were to ask Yoongi how he sleeps, the answer would be, terrible.

It should come to no surprise, everyone knows he has insomnia.

Jin would be lying if he said he hasn't tried to help in the past, even at one point suggesting they sleep together in the same room. 

Yoongi was quick to shut that idea down. 

Jin doesn't know this, including the members, but Yoongi actually has nightmares. Which is why he avoids sleeping most of the time. 

Yoongi dreams are always generally the same thing, which is him losing one of his members. Yoongi can't bear the pain and fear he feels when he dreams, so he avoids it. He distracts himself at night by mostly writing and producing lyrics. So he can't really say it's a time waste. There are times when he does eventually dose off, but a quick image runs through his mind, and he jolts awake. 

The members are always worried about their hyung, but its hard to treat him with delicately when he himself hates being treated like a baby. Yoongi rather put all his care and worry for his members then himself. He wishes they did the same, he isn't as important to himself as they are to him. The care he has for them will always go deep, but the care he has for his only hyung, deeper. 

Yoongi loves his hyung, granted his unique personality took a little time to get used to. But, Yoongi would be lying if he said that Jin-Hyung didn't help him at his lowest and darkest times. He will always cherish the fact that his hyung helped him from the darkest-deepest hole he had buried himself into. Goodness, knows where he would be, or even if he would be. 

That being said, when his dreams started to target his hyung even more. Best believe, he tried his VERY best to not dose off. His streak was going on for five days now, and he wasn't sure how much longer he was going to be able to pull it off. 

But Yoongi, would sustain anything  for his members like he said before, but for his hyung, he was willing to sustain everything. 

The members had worked a plan to where they were going to lull Yoongi to sleep. They planned a relaxing day at the private spa, and watch a movie right after. Hopefully the effects of the spa will roll over onto the movie, and he doses off. The movie they were going to watch was "Finding Nemo." There is a tone about that movie, that sets a soothing calming vibe. They had watched it before and discussed it. 

Yoongi wasn't as naive as they thought he would be,  Yoongi can tell when the members had something up their sleeve. He just wasn't sure what their plan was.

 He was currently trying his hardest not to fall for it. He would be lying to himself to the massage didn't make his body already feel heavier. Yoongi can feel the sleep surrounding him, but he wasn't going to fall for it. He couldn't. He didn't want to see his mind play tricks on him. 

The members all got back to the shared apartment and were all gathering blankets and pillows. They all took the spots that were least comfortable so that Yoongi would have no other option, but to sit on the comfortable couch. Once he was sat, Jimin gave him the softest blanket he had, and to not make it obvious, he was also passing more blankets to the rest of the members.

"Aish, I don't need a blanket Jimin, here." Yoongi was waving the blanket in the air so that someone can take it. No one was moving from their spot. 

"Well then just keep it, Hyung. I don't want to have to put it up again." Jimin spoke up while laying next to Taehyung. They both shared a sly grin knowing that Yoongi wouldn't accept the blanket without some sort of retort. 

"Here Yoongi, we can share it then." Jin said as he draped the blanket over them. Jin was sitting next to Yoongi on the couch. Yoongi of course was protesting again, but kept quiet since he respects his hyung. 

"Fine, whatever. We can share." responded Yoongi with a grumpy look, but the frumpy look was slowly fading away the longer the movie went.

Yoongi was starting to feel the effects of the spa and the comfortable setting he was in, it also didn't help that Jin had scooted closer to him. He did try to scoot him away from him, but he would just come right back. So now, Jin and Yoongi were attached on the couch, with a soft blanket over them. 

Yoongi ended up dosing off when Dory and Marlin met Crush. The members all felt relieved once his eyes seemed to finally shut. With that, they lowered the volume and made their way to the kitchen. Except for Jin, who was scared that his movement would wake up Yoongi. 

Once Jin and Yoongi were alone, the members making tea, he glanced up to make sure Yoongi was still sleeping. He was, but Jin noticed that his peaceful look was slowing turning into a pout. Jin started feeling worried once he felt that Yoongi was grasping his own shirt with his eyebrows knitting together. Jin slipped his hand into Yoongi's hand and started stroking his hair back.

"Shhh Yoongi, you're okay. You're okay, Hyung is here Yoongi. Okay? Hyung is here." Jin kept saying each word while stroking Yoongi's hair. 

"Ple-please, don't hurt him. Please." Yoongi started to silently cry and Jin started stroking his cheeks. "Yoongi, you're dreaming. It's not real." Jin was saying reassuringly.

"Hyun-Hyung, I-I-I'm so-sorry I couldn't pr-o-protect you." A bucket of cold water ran over Jin as he realized that Yoongi was dreaming about him, he was having a nightmare about him. 

Jin couldn't help but feel a twinge of responsibility, his thoughts started to spin. Wondering if this was the reason for Yoongi not being able to sleep. Jin knowing Yoongi wouldn't want the others to see him, he planned to take him to their shared room. So Jin slowly untangled himself from Yoongi's grasp, and prepared to lift him gently. Jin placed one arm under Yoongi's head and the other beneath his knees. Jin slowly walked his way to the room with Yoongi in his arms. 

Once in the room, Jin placed Yoongi on his own bed. But Yoongi seemed that he didn't want to let go of Jin. So Jin, carried him to his own bed and laid him down next to the wall. Yoongi was still hesitant on letting go of Jin, but Jin calmed him down. 

"Hey Yoongi, it's okay. I am still here, I won't leave you, okay? Hyung is here." Jin was whispering to Yoongi, continuing the strokes in his hair. Yoongi was seemingly calming down, but stirring awake. Yoongi eventually woke up, but not wanting to move. Instead, he whispered to Jin.

"Hyung? I'm tired, I'm tired of not being able to sleep. I just want to sleep." Yoongi spoke barely above a whisper, Jin understood where Yoongi was coming from. " I know Yoongi, I know. How long have those dreams been happening? Is that why you don't sleep? Because you have nightmares?" Yoongi just nodded slowly to Jin, not being able to form any words, with the fear that he might start to cry. "Oh Yoongi, why didn't you tell me? Why didn't you tell any one of us." Jin couldn't help but blame himself, I mean they share a room and he didn't notice? 

"I just didn't want you guys to worry. You guys worry enough about me with my insomnia." Yoongi replied back with a small pout on his lips. "Yoongi, you know we will always worry about you, doesn't matter what you think. Next time, just tell us okay? Can you promise Hyung that?" Jin held out his pinkie towards Yoongi, and they both crossed them with the promise sealed. "Now get some sleep, okay? I will be right here." Jin reached for RJ, and shut his eyes. 

Yoongi was looking at Jin and wanted to ask him a question. "Hyung?" Jin slowly opened his eyes to face Yoongi. "Never mind, goodnight." Yoongi quickly faced the wall and hugged himself as he was trying to sleep. He unconsciously scooted a bit back towards Jin, but he hoped he didn't realize. Jin of course, noticed that Yoongi had scooted closer to him, and without a doubt in his mind he knew that he had want to ask to be held. So Jin, wanting to save Yoongi from asking, just simply scooted closer to him and wrapped him in his arms. 

Yoongi let out a deep breath out of contentment, he needed this. He is glad he didn't have to ask, he was too shy to ask his Hyung to hold him while he slept. Jin felt the breath of relief leave Yoongi's lip, and he smiled a bit knowing he was able to calm him down. Jin simply held him tighter and snuggled into his neck. "Thank you, Hyungie." Jin simply shushed him. " Don't need to thank me Yoongi, just know that I am here and safe. Don't worry, when you wake up, Hyung will still be here, holding you." Yoongi felt a sense of reassurance and knew that hearing that and feeling his body pressed against his, he would be okay to finally sleep. \

His hyung was safe. 

His hyung was with him.

His hyung was holding him.