Perfectly Broken (on hold)

Perfectly Broken- Chapter 8

AN: Okay so I said I was going to update Friday but I wrote the chapter faster then I thought I would! So here it is :) Now this chapter does have a lot of convo in it because a new chracter is introduced. 

Also I wanted to say thank you for all the support, votes and comments! I look forward to reading every single one of your comments because they always motivate me to keep writing! So thank you lovelies, I really do truly appreciate it! <3

Okay now let me stop being so mushy and sentimental and let's get this show (book) on the road!!! And note that it is not yet edited, and tell me what you think of the chapter!

Okay bye for real......(not literally)

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(Kaden’s POV)

 I lay down in bed, replaying today’s incident in the holding cell. I couldn’t get the thought off my mind how broken Violet still was from all these years ago. I wanted to lean over and wipe away her tears while she was crying earlier today, but I knew I couldn’t since I was the cause of them.

 “Why couldn’t I just tell her the real reason?” I asked out loud to myself.

 “You are a stupid asshole who doesn’t give a damn about anything, that’s why! You’re just a piece of worthless shit who messes up everything good going for people.” I told myself repeatedly, knowing it was the truth.

 I was so angry with myself that I punched a hole in the wall beside my bed, trying to rid myself of some of the rage I had built up inside.

 It was my fault; I pushed Violet away the day I decided not to be her friend anymore, all because my stupid feelings got in the way! I was too scared to fess up to her and tell her that I was falling for her. Now look where I am; stuck in the same stupid position I was in years ago.

 Im going to do it, I’m going to man up and tell her the real reason why I never showed up to her birthday. I have to do it, or else it will eat me up inside and I’m sure it is breaking her down not knowing. Although what will she think? I don’t even know if she feels the same way, I mean how could she after I put her through all this trouble. It’s idiotic of me to even think there could be a slight possibility of us.

 I guess the only way to find out is to actually tell her and that is exactly what I am going to do. I think…

 (Violet’s POV)

 The cool air hit me as I walked down my driveway, embracing the starless night. I needed to just get away from here for a while and clear my head. I had so many thoughts just swirling around my mind; I couldn’t focus on the real situation at hand.

 So many questions where forcing there way into my brain; just begging to be answered.

Should I have confronted Kaden the way I did?

Why couldn’t he answer my simple question?

Was it something I did that caused him to leave me like that?

I knew I needed to get an answer to all these questions eventually, but right now I didn’t have them. Instead I kept walking in a straight line down the side walk, with my eyes closed. I attempted clearing my head by breathing the crisp air in and out of my lungs at an even pace, although that didn’t seem to work either.

 He was constantly on my mind and I needed a distraction.

 As if on queue, my prayers were answered from the big guy above. I felt something or someone crash into me. My first thought was holy crap I was just hit by a freaking car, but then again I thought the impact would have been much greater. Instead I fluttered my eyes open, only to be met by someone’s deep brown ones.