SELECTION OF DESIRES (Smut Compilation)

SUPERFICIAL LOVE

I woke up to him softly planting kisses all over my face. Seeing his lovely face showing how much he adored me makes me smile.

"Wake up, sleepyhead," he said, still kissing my cheeks.

I chuckled a bit and said "I'm still sleepy."

"Alright then I'm gonna kiss you until you wake up," his smile really melts my heart.

"Mhm, then you're gonna kiss me for a long time," I playfully said.

I gasped when he got on top of me and pulled my waist closer to him. Shock was still visible in my face when I realized that we're both naked from last night. Ramdam ko ang pag-init ng mukha ko nang masilayan ang nakatayo nitong alaga.

"Oh god, Kross! It's too early!" I shouted.

He just smirked and kissed my forehead, "nope, there's no too early or too late for this my baby".

I just rolled my eyes, kung iisipin ay magugustuhan ko rin naman ang mangyayari. He positioned himself in-between my thighs and started to kiss my lips gently. Habang hinahalikan ako kay hinihimas nito ang akin harapan, I let out soft moans because of it.

"Mhmm, your lips are really sweet, baby." I just smiled when he said it.

"My lips down there may be sweeter," pabirong sagot ko.

He chuckled a bit and moves his head lower. I gulped, he's now facing my wet p-ssy. He stared at me as he slowy slides his tongue across my folds. Holy shit! Nakakapanghina, ramdam ko ang panginginig ng tuhod ko habang dahan-dahan nitong dinidilaan ang pagkababae ko.

"It's indeed sweet," I arched my back when he slid his tongue inside me.

I was gripping tightly on his hair while he's busy thrusting his tongue in and out if me. I can feel my legs shake, kung gaano ka bilis niyang inilabas-masok and dila niya sa pagkababae ko ay ganon niya rin bilis kinakalikot ang cl-t ko.

"Ahh-ha. Ohh, Kross!" Hindi ko na mismo alam kung saan ko ibabaling ang ulo ko dahil sa libog at sarap na aking nadarama.

I let out a long moan as I reached my climax, he went into sucking and licking all of my juices while still staring at me. Gosh, my man drives me crazy. I was still catching my own breathe when he suddenly plunged his length inside me.

"F-ck! Still tight. Ahh-ha! You're still tight after I've rammed you for how many times last night," his voice was really deep and husky.

I'm really happy that he's my first, I gave myself to the man that I love. Pinaramdam niya sa akin kung paano tratuhin ng tama, kung gaano ako ka halaga, at kamahal-mahal.

He started to thrust gently inside me while passionately kissing my lips. His kisses were full of feelings - love and care. He then looked at me, kissed my forehead and started to go faster and even deeper. Both of our moans, groans, and the sound of our colliding body are heard all around the room.

We both hugged tightly when we feel like we're about to cum. He was thrusting deeply when I felt something inside me burst. I knew he cummed also when I felt hot juices went inside me. It was so satisfying to feel that both our juices mixed together inside me. He filled me in. He completes me.

We were both catching our breathes when his phone rang. Quickly, I reached it and gave him the phone. Shock was visible on his face and he immediately stood up, he kissed my forehead before answering it outside our room.

After a couple of minutes he went inside again and wrapped me around his arms.

"I'm going somewhere later, baby." He started.

"To her house?" I asked.

"Her?" He looked confused.

"I know who called, your ex is having a hard time with her mental health, right? She needs you." I stayed casually, like it doesn't hurt at all.

"Do you still like her?" I asked.

"A-Aurnia... if I'm being honest, I don't know. I mean, I think I'm over her but it feels like I'm not. I think I'm healed but it feels like I'm not." I saw pity in his eyes.

I gave him the warmest smile I could ever show. It's fine, everything's alright. I'm fine. I can totally understand.

"Go, she needs you more than I do." I said while still smiling.

He hugged me even tighter "I'm sorry, Aurnia. I'm really sorry. I'm so messed up."

Before I change my mind, I pushed him gently. "No, really. I can totally understand, okay? So don't mind me, go to her now."

He let out a deep sigh, cupped my face and looked at me. "Believe me, you're worthy. You're valuable. But maybe I'm not that guy."

"No need to comfort me. Believe me also, I'm gonna be fine," I was actually controlling my voice not to crack.

He then thanked me and immediately got his stuff and went out. As soon as he got out, I felt lost also.

My heart sank.

He was not done loving someone, yet he told me he likes me. That sucks.

I showed him everything , even the deepest of my traumas. Yet he chose to give me another one. Damn it.

I gave him the depths of my soul. Yet he just went out with it. Now, I feel completely empty. I'm a fool.

He gave me butterflies before, now I wanted to vomit all of it.

He gave me superficial love. I gave him the unconditional one.

I said I'd understand, but I really couldn't.

Am I not enough? Am I not beautiful enough? Am I just useful in bed and not worthy of genuine love?

I guess even how many questions I ask, it will never change the fact that he doesn't feel the same way towards me.

This superficial love thing.

Yeah, it got me going crazy.