Five Finger Death Punch: Shame Pain

you're welcomed with me

Ivan's POV
DING
The elevator doors opened making everyone step out, "Okay I'm with Charlie, Jeremy is with Chris, and Ivan is alone again.
Okay boys, see ya tomorrow "
Jason says happily as he and his roommates walked off.

That just left me here with Alex,
"You're welcomed to stay with me " I said breaking the silence between us.
"Ivan, I'm so sorry for all of this.
I'm constantly in you're way and"
I cut her off
"Don't be sorry for something, unless you should be .
I'd feel better lying my head down at night knowing you're safe, I don't want you to be out there alone in this crazy f*cking world, so stay."

I didn't give her a second to respond, I pulled out my key and unlocked my door.
I put my bag next to my bed before I opened it and grabbed a needle.
As soon as I sat on the bed I heard the door close, meaning Alex was in here too.

She came walking over to me and looked at what I was holding,
"What are you doing ?" She asked in shock.
"I'm gonna sleep" I said but she still stood there, "I just ...... nevermind just wanted to ask if I could shower ?"
"You don't need my permission Alex, you can do whatever the f*ck you want. " I said with a chuckle as the needle entered my flesh.
"Thank you Ivan" she laughed before heading into the bathroom.

I put the needle in the trash can under the room furniture before I saw Alex looking around in the bathroom for something.
I was curious about her so I walked towards her, "no towels ?" I asked staring at her green eyes.
"No there is but I don't have extra clothes "
"You can use one of my shirts, gimme a sec" I walked over to my bag and pulled out my red 5FDP t shirt and brought it to her.

"There ya go" I set it on the sink before my eyes met with hers again.
"You're very generous, Ivan seriously thank you so much. " her next move was something I didn't expect......

She hugged me .
Her perfume smelled great on her as her arms were wrapped around my waist.
At first I stood there but shortly after I wrapped my arms around her waist too.

She's only a few inches shorter than me since I'm so f*cking short that made it easier for us to hold each other.
A few seconds later we pulled away,
"You're welcome hon" I said quietly before walking out and getting back into bed.

Now I was sad, I really don't want her to go back home.
I felt something the second my eyes landed on her, she's sweet, beautiful, gentle, but a totally bad*ss and a emo like chick .
I love her

Little later I fell asleep to the sound of hot water running.......

MORNING :
Ivan's POV

I woke up to see Alex asleep on the other bed with her hair in a messy bun, she looked pretty when she slept too.
I stretched as I climbed out of bed and went into the bathroom, I brush my teeth and washed my face before I changed my clothes and walked out.

I see Alex putting on some lip gloss before turning to me.
"Hey Ivan!" She smiles as she just finished her makeup, "hey Alex, you look like you're ready huh ?" I smile as she was still wearing my red 5FDP shirt under her black leather jacket.
"I sure am " she smirks while grabbing her backpack and headed to the door, I followed behind her and grabbed my bag.

We walked together to the elevator all the way back to the bus.
We got on and headed to the arena we're supposed to play at tonight.

Alex's POV
I was so grateful to have spent the night with Ivan, that's not what it sounds like but I really appreciated his generosity.

He not only let me stay the night but he let me use the shower and let me sleep in his clothes.
He's a man with lots sorrow and pain but he does have the potential to be really sweet.