What it feels like

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Ivan's POV
After ten minutes of chasing Alex, she finally gave me my shirt back.
I got dressed before Alex and I walked out together.

We went into the elevator and meet the guys in the lobby.

"Hello, Hello, my beautiful Jack and Rose" zoltan joked
as I whipped his arm.
"You two need to stop that " I whispered yelled in laughter at Chris and Zoltan, "lovey dovey over here " Zoltan kept joking as we all walked outside to the buses.

Once we were all on, we were now on our way to the studio.

Now we arrived at the studio.
"Hey Alex ?
Do you want to hang here, we're gonna be there for a half hour and it's not really that exciting. "
I asked as the bus stopped.
"Sure,
One question though ?" She asked
"Shoot "
"Can I Borrow your phone charger  ?" "You can do whatever you want doll,
See ya soon." I kissed her forehead and handed her my phone charger before heading out with the guys.

"Okay just like we planned " Chris said as we opened the doors.
"I hope this will work " I said thinking about what could go wrong.
"Ivan, try not to stress about it.
Pray to him" Zoltan pointed to the sky as we entered the recording room......

Alex's POV
I put my phone in the charger and waited for it to restart as I heard the bus door open.

"Ivan ?" I asked sitting up.

"Nop I'm Chris,
The manager "
A shorter man said as he stood in front of me.

"Oh hi,
I'm Alex Lop-

"I'm aware of who you are, and that's the problem. "
He says rudely but I just shut up and listened.

"Why's that if you don't mind me asking Chris ?"

"Well in case you haven't noticed, the band is supposed to be working on a new album. "

"Ookay ?"
What would that have to do with anything ?

"My point is that when a singer has to create a new album, they need to be very focused.
No distractions or anything that could take their mind off the music, and it appears that you're causing that problem for Ivan ."

I just stared at him in frustration before I thought of something positive to say to him.

"Well Chris,
I'm pretty sure you're not aware but Ivan and I weren't supposed to meet.
I met him here on this bus and we just.......
Clicked " I replied

"I don't need to hear the story of your life, I just need you out of here.
If you don't leave by next month, I'll gladly have you shipped back to Chicago. Alex ......
I'm a man who keeps his word, just remember that "
And just like that, he exited the bus.
I was so pissed, why does he care about Ivan and me ?

The guys are writing music as we speak, and I'm not even in there.....
That must be why Ivan didn't have me come inside.

He was sweet about it, but that would make sense.
I thought before I saw someone in the corner of my eye.

I looked and saw Ivan walking towards the bus with a sheet of paper, he was intensively reading it before he stepped back inside

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I looked and saw Ivan walking towards the bus with a sheet of paper, he was intensively reading it before he stepped back inside.

I put my headphones on and pretended that I was asleep as he shut the door.

Ivan's POV
The guys and I actually got two songs done, one of them was 'Shame pain' and the second was called 'I refuse'
We recorded those then I decided to head out.

I was reading the third song's lyrics on a sheet of paper before walking into the bus.
I'm glad we got part of this new album done, but I wasn't super focused that right now.
I just want to hang with Alex while I can, plus the guys and I have our last Vegas show tomorrow night.

I shut the door and looked over at Alex, she had her head lying on the back of the seat with her head phones in.
She looked pretty when she slept, but I could tell she wasn't sleeping so I walked over to her.

"Doll ?
Alex ? Al ?" I asked not wanting to scare her, but she couldn't hear me cause "living dead girl " was blasting in her ears so I gently taped her shoulder.

She didn't budge, why is she pretending to be asleep ? Maybe she's joking around.

I carefully grabbed her head phones and said in here ear, "I know you're not sleeping doll ?" She then opened her eyes.
"You get some new materials  ?" She asked not moving, I could tell something was bothering her.
"Yeah but what happened since I went inside  ?" I questioned
"Well your freaking manager just told me that I had to be gone within next month or he'd gladly do it himself,  so yeah that happened "

She said not making eye contact.
"F*cking Chris ?" "Yep" she said rolling her eyes.

"Look Alex, I'm taking care of it so don't worry about that mother f*cker okay ?" I put my hand on her chin and squat in front of her.
"I feel like I've done nothing but make things harder for you "
"Alex, you've been the best part of this tour.  I f*cking hate traveling so having you here helps a lot, I haven't been angry or sedating myself since you came into the picture. "

She smiled and kissed me.
"How'd you know I wasn't asleep  ?"
I chuckled before replying.

"When you sleep, your lips are always parted. This time they looked glued shut" I said looking at her eye makeup, "that's so cute and horrifyingly embarrassing " she laughed as we sat cuddled together.

We then hit the road.......

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