Kali Klass!

Chapter 12 ~ Ultraviolet

Alyssa POV~

When we sat down at the table we were seated like this: Kris and bruce at each end of the table, then on the right of kris was Kendall, Rob, Kylie, Jaden then on the left of kris was Mateo, Me, Kim and Kanye. Chef made us fried fish and rice it was so good. " Omg alyssa you and mateo are so cute" Kim said shoving me lightly i smiled weakly and looked at robert he shook his head, i think mateo noticed. " How long have you guys been fucking with each other?" Rob said smiling  and everybody looked at him shocked but they thought he was joking i knew he was serious. " Um since christmas break i guess i dont know" Rob glared at me, while he was missing me on christmas i was being cute with mateo. " Why not before christmas havent you guys been friends for like ever?" rob asked again smirking at me and everybody looked at me. " Alyssa was with some other guy but left him cause he broke her heart" Rob looked up from his plate and i could tell he could see the hurt in my eyes." I didnt know you were dating somebody else who was it?" i looked at rob then at my phone. " Um some guy i met New York" Lying was easy when i really had to hide it, Robs phone rang and he picked up, it was rita. " You and rob both got you hearts broken during christmas some girl ruined him , i think it was rita but he wont say who" Kim whispered to me and i sighed. When he got off the phone he looked at me and i tunred away. " Mateo what are your plans for college? " bruce asked and mateo looked at jaden. " Um well sir i graduate a year early so i get to figure things out then but so far i want to go to UCLA to studi music managment" Rob chuckled and i glared at him. " Rob how are you and RIta? I heard some pretty nasty rumors in london" I said and he dropped his fork. " Where fine actually shes coming down here for a while to be with me its getting pretty serious i think i might love him" he said looking at me and Kris smiled and clapped, to her it was a celebration but to me it was a heartbreak. " um would you excuse me im gonna call my dad too check on my mom" they all nodded their head and as i walked away i turned back and made eye contact with rob so he could see the hurt in my eyes. I walked outside and started crying then the front door opened it was bruce. " hey are you okay" I nodded and hugged him bruce was like a cool but strict uncle he was easy to talk to no judgement. " is she okay? Your mom i mean?" i nodded and he squeezed me. " Shes fine im just um scared something might happen" i released from the hug and he had his arm around my shoulder. " DOnt think like that just come inside and have some ice cream where gunna watch a movie itll be okay" i nodded and wipped my face and we went inside. When i walked in i looked at rob and he looked down and Ky and Mateo walked up to me. " you kay babe?" i nodded and kissed him we walked to the movie theater it was huge they got in custome made to fit the whole family, and cheff gave us italian ice cream. We watched the avengers and when the movie was over the boys went home and so did kim and kanye. When me and kylie were heading up to bed i ran into Robert in the hallway, he looked at me and mouthed sorry but i looked away. Even tho i loved mateo Rob was my first love and he threw it all away and crushed my heart. " So um what was that at the table that lie about the by? Who was it really? "  I smiled and i knew who to tell her it was. " Okay it was Billy but i didnt want to say anything" Kylie squeeled and technically it wasnt a lie cause me and billy did have thing and he did end it but he didnt break my heart and it was way before me and rob but kylie didnt know that. " I always knew you and him had a thing and oh could you believe rob today gosh he is so over protective and ugh rita is coming while shes here im sleeping at your house she is so annoying" i laughed and changed into mateos shirt and some boy shorts but you couldnt see them cause of the shirt. " Hey can you go down and grab some movies to watch" i nodded and walked down to the movie room and grabbed the notebook and some other love stories then i walked in the kitchen to grab some snack when rob walked in. Shirtless in boxers. " Oh hey um sorry i need some soda movie night by myself" i laughed and opened the fridge for him. " The notebook thats a classic" i nodded and began to walk out the kitchen when he stopped me. " Im sorry about tonight Lyssa i never knew thats how you felt" I nodded." Its fine i never told you its whatever we both moved on you have rita i have mateo i hope she makes you happy like i did you deserve it Rob" he nodded and let go of my arm i walked back to the room and kylie was sleeping. " Ky you suck" she moaned and i took my phone and went to kendalls room but it was locked. Juliana was over. So my last choice was robs room, i wasnt tired and i wanted to watch movies. When i got there he was laying in bed watching the trailers of the other movies he looked up at me confused. " Ky is asleep and i want to watch movies so movie over and dont talk to me" he laughed and patted the spot next to him, i climbed in the bed and layed under the covers when i caught Rob staring at me. " Robert why are you staring at me?" he laughed and looked away, we were started watching the lucky one when he decided he could talk to me. " Did i really break you heart? because you broke mine" i sat up and looked at him i could feel a knot in throat. " Robert the day before christmas break, you broke up with me and then during christmas i saw a picture of you a rita yes you broke my heart you left me with no explanation you just ended things after 6 months rob!" he looked at me with a blank stare then cleared his throat. " Im sorry but i knew if i stayed with you then it would be hard to not kiss you in public alyssa i couldnt hide it anymore and you didnt want to take it public" he sighed and he was right for 6 months he asked me to take it public but i couldnt. " Robert your 23 im 16 how do you think that would look my dad would have sent you to jail and kylie would have hated me forever" he shook his head. " Okay but me and rita werent dating and were not really were just hooking up, Alyssa if i would have never walked in the room earlier you would have gave up your innocence to Mateo "  I laughed he didnt get it. " But i wanted to, Rob as much as i love you i cant make you happy, i have to move on because the possibilties of us being together are slim to none, i cant wait forever and neither can you" he nodded and then hugged me. " I love you Alyssa i always will no matter what okay? " I smiled and kissed his cheek. " I love you too rob now can we watch the movie ?"  he nodded and laid down i laid my head on his chest and he laughed. " Lets just pretend for the night that theres no Mateo or Rita and it just like old days sneaking aroun okay? You dont have to cheat on him but just for this night lets go back to the good days" i looked up at him and smiled. " You remember when i slept over here and then crawled in your bed after everybody went to bed and i guess kris heard something and came in the room" he started laughing and playing with my hair. " Yeah and i had to hide you in my closet and you wouldnt stop giggling thank god she was half asleep" i laughed and grabbed his hand he smiled and kissed my head. " We should do this more often, i  know it'll only make things harder but i cant be away from you anymore" he laughed and agreed. Around 2 am we shut off the movie and just started talking. " Alyssa do you really love him?" i sighed he had to make things hard. " Yeah i really do but its not the same like it was with you, you were my first love ill always be connected to you, mateo makes me happy hes perfect but if we broke up i wouldnt be that sad because it really isnt that serious" he nodded. " What about you do you love Rita?" he shook his head. " Shes just a hook up i make her look good and she sleeps with me to avoid the pain" i looked at him and kissed his hand. " I think thats what im doing with Mateo i mean i want to be with him but i only want to be with him sexually because i think it will cover up the pain" he kissed my head. " Are we bad people?" i asked him and he sighed. " No you cant help who you love" he was right. About at 3 we tunred off the lamp and cuddle next to each other. " You know once we wake up this ends?" robert said to me but i didnt want to admit it. " lets not think about that lets just cuddle and sleep okay?" he nodded and kissed me head. I hadnt realized but i fell asleep with m head on his chest and us holding hands. Rob was my forever but I loved Mateo. Was it possible to love to people at once?