Kali Klass!

Chapter 52 ~ What to do when you dont know what to do.

Alyssa POV~

When i woke up it was one mateo was coming in a hour! I hopped in the shower and when i got on i put on high waisted shorts, a NYC muscle tee, my black toms, a fedora, my chanel shades and i grabbed my micheal kors bag. " Alyssa Mateo is here!!" I heard my mom yell down stairs so i applied some red lipstick and threw the tube in my purse and some perfume then went down. " You look pretty" mateo said hugging me i smiled. " Um you have money right and your phone? be careful have fun call if your not coming home please" My mom said sounding happily, i kissed her goodbye then we left. When we got inside his car it smelled like chicken. " Why does you car smell like KFC?" i asked mateo laughing and he shrugged. When we got to starbucks people stared at me as if i had killed somebody. " What do you want?" Mateo asked looking around. " Um you should know and can you get me a cake pop im starving" i smiled and he nodded and was off. I checked my phone for any text and i had a few but one from kylie that freaked me out *Robs home. Its awk. Come by tonight he should be gone by then* i guess he was leaving again. " Here you go" Mateo said handing me my coffee and cake pop. " Awe shanks B" i said and he laughed. We were talking for a few when mateo looked up and looked as if he had seen a ghost so i turned around to see rob and brody. " Um do you wanna leave?" Mateo whispered, i turned to him and nodded as i was getting up i felt every bodies eyes on me and as i was walking out Brody stopped in front of me. " You didnt say hi to me last night" he said smiling i hugged him. " I missed you brods, see you at dinner tonight?" he smiled. " Maybe if im back by then see you later" i nodded and i rushed out the door.

Rob POV~

When me and brody walked into starbucks i saw them sitting there, mateo made eye contact with me then alyssa turned around and looked hurt as she stared at me. " We can leave if you want?" Brody whispered in my ear, instead of us leaving they were. Brody stopped her on the way out they made small talk she was so close to me it was so hard to resist grabbing and kissing her and telling her i love her. When she left everybody stared at me and i grabbed my coffee. " Im pretty sure its nothing" Brody said to me and he was probably right but i over think things, i knew letting her go meant she would probably go back to him. " Yeah hopefully but lets go i need to get out of here" we left and i saw mateos car make a u turn as it drove past us she looked me dead in the eye and for that moment i could feel her pain. I really did hurt her.

Alyssa POV~

I needed get away so mateo brought me to the creek. It was a big lake and a forest this was were i met him. " You remember when we first met and i pushed you in the water and when you came up your make up was everywhere?" Mateo said as we sat down on the dock. " yeah im still mad at that" i said and he laughed. " Well even with you make up running i still thought you were the most beautiful girl in the world" he said looking at me i leaned in and put my head on his chin. " i wanted to kill you but then kylie told me you called me cute and i just wanted to kiss you" i said and mateo leaned in so our foreheads were touching. " Why didnt you kiss me that night?" he whispered and i smiled. " I dont kiss strangers" he laughed and kissed my nose. " That night i told Jaden i wanted you no matter the cost and i was gonna have you even if it meant waiting forever for you" he said and i giggled. " Thats funny cause that night i told kylie that if you weren't mine then might just be forever alone for the rest of my life" he laughed and put his arm around me. " Turns out your not forever alone theres always gonna be somebody that wants you" he said in my ear and i sighed. We sat there and watched the way the ducks swam around we looked at some joggers and then the sun started setting. " We should go home" mateo said but i stopped him from getting up. " No i wanna watch the sun set with you" i said looking at him and he kissed me, and it was like our first kiss romantic and perfect. " Why did you do that?" i asked touching my lips. " Alyssa i didnt go to new york for you specifically i went to tell you i loved you and i wanted to know how you felt" he said and i kissed him this time it was longer and passionate. " Can we just not ruin this moment by talking about feelings please?" i asked and he nodded and kissed me again. As the sun set we just sat and kissed and when it was finally dark we got up and drove to kylies. " Thank you for today i needed it" i started getting out but mateo closed my door. " What are we doing?" he asked not looking at me i grabbed his hand and held it. " Where fixing what i messed up" he looked up and kissed me. " People are gonna talk" i nodded i knew they were. " i dont care anymore its my life and i love you" i climbed on top of him and started kissing him. His hands rubbed me all over until my phone beeped. " I have to go" i said getting off of him and he stopped me again from leaving. " I love you alyssa" i smiled and kissed his cheek. " I love you too teo" he smiled and let me out then drove off. When i walked inside Kylies house it smelled so good everybody was at the dinner table and there was a seat for me in between kylie and kendall. Rob was there.

Rob POV~

When she sat down i didnt look at her. " We invited you to dinner because you and robert need to talk" my mom said to alyssa she looked mad but sighed. " Mama K i have nothing to say to your son he got his point across i get it" Alyssa said to my mom before my mom could speak i hit the table hard. " You think i wanted to leave you alyssa! You think im happy! Well if you do then fuck you! I cried when you left and didnt say goodbye! I cried on the plane! I cried last night when i was in bed! I cried when i saw you with that son of a bitch in starbucks! Fuck you alyssa your not the victim it wasnt easy walking away from the love of my life!" everybody gasped and alyssa began tearing up. " You left me robert! You fucking idiot! You broke my heart you promise you never would but you did!! I fucking hate you! I will never forgive you! You say it wasnt easy but yet you had the balls to break up with me! SO FUCK YOU! How could you!" she screamed crying everybody looked at us waiting for us to stop but i wasnt done. " Your sad but yet your running back to Mateo!!! He hurt you too but you can forgive him!! Your fucking stupid because hes gonna hurt you again because you let him you dumb ass! You think he changed because he hopped on a plane to NY ! No he fucking didnt!" Alyssa screamed and kylie hugged her. " Dont fucking curse me out! YOU DONT FUCKING CARE!! I hate you robert! I HATE YOU! How could you hurt me like that! " She said screaming and crying kylie had to hold her from falling to the floor. " I didnt mean to alyssa i love you so much but today seeing you with him alyssa thats when you hurt me! Alyssa you go around fucking with people because you hate yourself! YOU SELFISH BITCH!" I screamed and brody pushed me down." Stop that is too far! This girl has loved you since day one!" Kendall said yelling in my face. " Im sorry you saw me with him! Im sorry i love him just as much as i love you! Im sorry im only 15! Im so sorry i hurt you! But you will never understand how i felt in that hotel room! Mateo never made me feel like that robert...." Alyssa said crying and kylie let go of her and she fell to the floor., i ran to her. " alyssa im so sorry im letting you go okay im so sorry" she cried in my arms while everybody stared. " Fuck you! Let go of me robert, im done with you. Im so sorry but im done" she said getting up and grabbing her stuff. " Ill drive you home" Kylie said grabbing her car keys but alyssa stopped her. " No its fine, i need too walk" she said and walked out my door. I fell to the floor crying, she was really done. " Get up!" My mom said really stern i stood up and she grabed my face and looked me in the eyes. " Tomorrow you will go on national tv and tell the world what happened and before you say no i want you to know that people are calling this girl a slut and trust me it'll get to her pretty soon okay?" i nodded and my mom let go then walked away. I walked up to my room and found my bottle of vodka. " Stop" kylie said grabbing the bottle. " You fucked up get over her please let her go now" she left witht the bottle