Kali Klass!

Chapter 34 ~ All you need is love...

Alyssa POV~

When i woke up i thought it was all a dream but then i turned around and i saw her. " Why are you still here cant i just pay you to go away!!" i screamed at maria and she just smiled, she was sitting on a chair next to my bed holding a pen and note pad. " Im sorrry alyssa but please let me help you" i shook my head and sat up. " I dont need help im not crazy!" she chuckled. " Sweetie i know your not crazy but your going threw something just please one session and if you still hate me by then ill leave" i nodded and she smiled, she was so pretty. " Okay fine one session but i have to shower and eat and where talking in the livng room okay?" she nodded and left my room, i went to shower and told vinny too cook me eggs and bacon.

Kylie POV~

When i woke up, i realized everybody slept over they all came back at like 3 am because they wanted to be here. " Ky can we see her?" mateo asked worried as hell. " Um yeah but not now she said we can come by at dinner time" Mateo nodded, i went to shower but jaden stopped me. " Kylie you did the right thing" i nodded and kissed his cheek then went into my bathroom. 

Robert POV~

When i woke up, i heard kylie said we couldnt see her till tonight so i laid in my bed and watched tv when i heard somebody knock on my door. " Come in!" it was mateo, he looked mad. " Why are you in my room?" he stood at the foot at my bed and sighed. " Im sorry alright about last okay? But you have to remember shes my girlfriend okay? i know i wasnt there rob but you never give me a chance please" i saw the sadness in his eyes for a minute i felt bad but then i remembered i loved her just as much as he did. " Mateo you make it pretty obvious that shes your girlfriend! Your are there for her enough you wanna know what she told me when we went to the beach?" he nodded. " She told me she still loved me but she wouldnt leave you because she loved you just as much and she wanted to be with you not me!" mateo looked at me i could see that he felt better but now i was hurting. " Im sorry rob" i rolled my eyes. " get the fuck out!!" i screamed and jaden came running in. " What the fuck is going on?!" i hopped off my bed and go in jadens face. " Get him the fuck out before i fucking kill him" i screamed and jaden dragged mateo out. I fell on the floor and felt my tears falling, i hated myself for loving her more than i loved myself but i loved myself for falling in love with her.

Alyssa POV~

When i got out the shower i put on my pattern tights and a white tank top and socks went into the living and started eating my eggs, maria came down a few minutes later and sat across from me. " Are you ready alyssa?" i nodded and smiled. " okay so tell me what wrong? Why do you drink and do drugs?" i shrugged. " I dunno, i just do im young we party especially if its special occasion" maria nodded. " I know i was 15 once but alyssa why do you do it and then cry for hours?" i looked away. " You know how people cut to get rid of the pain?" maria nodded. " Well when im drinking or high i feel nothing, i just feel like im on cloud 9" she wrote something down. " Okay what about when the high is over then what?" i looked down. " I cry i will break down or i will push it aside it usually works" maria nodded and wrote something down. " So tell me what stresses you out? You have everything so why arent you happy?" I rolled my eyes and maria wrote something down. " Having money doesnt make you happy, my parents stress me out so does school so does the paps so does loving two guys everything" maria nodded and wrote something down. " What makes you happy?" i smiled and thought of them. " Mateo, hes my everything, kylie i would be lost without her, my brother jaden and moi my real friends and Robert" maria smiled. " Alyssa i dont think you crazy, i just think you need space" i laughed. " What do you mean?" she smiled. " I think you've been in California too long take a break and go somewhere dont tell anybody just your parents and go because trust me alyssa your gonna go crazy if you dont get away from the crazy" i nodded and smiled she was good. I grabbed my mac and looked for flight tickets. " maria im sorry for what i said" she smiled and hugged me. " Its okay i understand you were scared but  im here whenever when you get back, we will meet two times a week until i feel like your stress free" i nodded and she went to go talk to my parents. I decided i would go somewhere relaxing so i picked paris, my ticket was $2,015.00 and i left the day after tomorrow. " Alyssa dinner time!" it didnt realize how late it was. I was eating for a good 15 minutes till the door bell rang and mateo, kylie, jaden and moi walked in. " Are you okay?" kylie said hugging me i hugged her back. " Excuse me i need to talk to them" i pulled them into the foyer and they all stared at me. " Im going on a relaxing vacation i cant say were but i leave the day after tomorrow ill be back in like 4 days depending on how i feel" they all nodded. " Im sleeping over tonight, well all of us are" Kylie said smiling i smiled and pointed up stairs. When we got to my room i kissed mateo. " Im sorry about yesterday" he nodded and hugged me. " Rob told me what you said on the beach" my heart dropped. " Is he okay?" mateo shook his head, my new phone wasnt coming till tomorrow so i couldnt text him. We were chilling in my room for a while when my mom came in. " Alyssa you know the rule no guest sorry guys but you need to leave" kylie nodded and she and jay and moi hugged me and waited to mateo to say bye. " Uh give me a minute" they smiled and walked out the room. " I love you so much" he started kissing my cheek then spun me around. " I love you too can you pretty please sneak in tonight?" he laughed and nodded. " I promise but dont fall asleep this time" i nodded and kissed him. " Babe i promise i wont let you go threw this alone" i smiled and kissed his nose. " Leave before my mom ruins this moment" he laughed and kissed me again then left. That night while everyone was asleep mateo snuck in threw my window and we laid in bed watching the fairly odd parents. " Babe when we get married i want too kids" i started laughing but he was so serious. " Mateo shut up okay?" he laughed and flicked my nose. " Imma beat you up when i wake up" he chuckled and took off his shirt so i could lay my head on his chest, i started rubbing my finger across his chest. " babe tomorrow i have a business meeting with the kickin it producers but i promise ill be back for dinner and ill take you to the airport okay?' i nodded sleepy as hell. " I love you Alyssa" i smiled and kissed his abs. " I love you too Mateo" he chuckled and i fell asleep.