True Loves

Chapter 22

Maria's POV

I decided to call Felipe, our last encounter was a month or to be exact some three weeks, and what happened between Crawford and I was about a week ago, so... Yeah.

Dialing

"Hello?"

"H-hi, um.. Felipe... I-" he cut my words, "listen I am sorry, I like you, and it's not like I didn't enjoyed what we did or anything but.. I always knew you had a boyfriend and I'm sorry, I just wanted you to feel better, and again, I'm so sorry" he said.

"We are both guilty for this but I've got something even worse than what you just "confessed" and I can't tell you this over a simple phone call, because you can free yourself just by hanging up so it gotta be in person, see you at your house?"

"Okay, I'll be waiting" he said as I hung up.

End of the call

Ten minutes later we were already face to face, I just looked at him trying to figure out a way to tell him I'm pregnant with his baby. "Um... Wh-what you wanted to tell me?" He said bringing me out of my thoughts "Oh.. Um.... Well... The thing is that... I'm trying to figure... To figure out a way to tell you this" I said. "Oh..... Well you tell me when you're ready" he said as he sat down and I nodded.

Five minutes later I was ready to tell him.

"Felipe..." I said, "Yeah?" He smiled, "I'm going to tell you this as fast as I can so.... I'm pregnant." He smiled and hugged me, very, veeerry tightly, I giggled and then he carried me to bed, I smiled and he leaned on to kiss me. I kissed back and smiled, I can't believe I've been waiting this much to tell him this but I'm still worried about Crawford I mean... What is he going to do about it.... It's just that after the cheat and all that I.... Well we, lost like the "flame" and Felipe have always been there for me and I couldn't be more grateful but he has to know that I haven't dumped Crawford and it's not that I don't want to or that I want to I just don't know and can't decide by myself.

"I'm going to be a father" he smiled "Well..... There's a little problem... Okay.. A huge problem.. What about Crawford?" He frowned and stood up "You haven't told him?" I shook my head and he sighed "Then why are you telling me this if you haven't told your "boyfriend" I... I can't be with you while you have a boyfriend, less if I'm the father of the baby you're carrying in your belly" he said as he sat on the couch.

I sighed "I sorry, it's just that it isn't that easy, and I don't even know how to tell him" I said looking at him "what if you go home, talk to him, and he will have to understand because well, he cheated too and not just one time and you know it, so it's not such a big deal if you deeply think about it." He half smiled, stood up, and sat next to me.

I half smiled and nodded "I'm.... I'm going to tell him this night" I said and he smiled and kissed my cheek "Wonderful" he said smiling.

I sat on bed and began thinking how I'll tell Crawford I am pregnant, but not with his baby and I also have a lover who actually seems to be vice verse, he is the boyfriend and Crawf is the lover. Oh Jesus, I can't believe I was capable of doing that, I feel like the worst person. Actually I'm tired of "I'm the worst person in this world" I'm actually gonna try to create a new one. "I'm the best cheater, judicious, and worst girlfriend. That's it, cheater: I cheated, judicious: well he cheated first now we are even.... Well now that I say it out loud I sound like an eight year old girl whose cookie have been stolen and to be even burned the house of the thieve. Well let's erase judicious, I'm just going on to my instincts.

Chris's POV

So I'm on my way to see Crawford, I haven't seen Naiara in some time but after all Ive done to her I'll have to accept it.. When I git there he seemed extremely excited, he couldn't stop jumping and smiling so I asked him what was going on "Why are you so happy?" I smiled "Well I'm about to give the girl I love a surprise, and I really hope she likes it, I've been working all night and I can't wait to see her face when she sees it!!" he said smiling. "Well you're lucky, I wish I had one to surprise" I said. "Chris you can't complain, you messed up, and I feel sorry for you but not enough to not be happy with my girlfriend so" he smiled I just rolled my eyes "So, why are you here?" Crawf asked "well I came here because I'm sure that's all Naiara was waiting for so she can come back home so here I am". Crawf sighed and I just shrugged. "Well you can't be here either" he smiled "Wh-Why?" I asked "Well because of my surprise! You can't be here! It's a sexy and romantic surprise". I just rolled my eyes "Fine" and left.

Because I had nowhere to go I decided to go back home and seen if we can at least be friends I mean I'm sure there won't be any forgiveness this time so I went upstairs and right when I was about to knock the door I heard crying I sighed and went downstairs to the living room and Naiara was there watching TV with pop corns and everything, I frowned. "Hey can we talk?" I asked "Sure about what?" she replied "About us... " "Oh... But what is there to talk about us?" she asked "Well are we still together?" I asked "I don't know and I don't think I care anymore" she said leaving the room. I half smiled "I should've known" I said to myself. I was going to tell something to Matt but he wears way too busy with Larissa for that so I just laid down on my bedroom till I fell asleep.

............

When I woke up like 2 hours later that seemed like 2 years later I began thinking, why do I always screw up every single relationship I have, I once screwed up with my brother, my lil sister, my bigger sister... Not yet, my parents forgave me, and all my past girlfriends including the one that just broke up with me.

I'm-going-crazy. It's like I'm destined to be alone.

"Chris?" Larissa said coming to me. "what?" I rapidly said turning my head towards her "You okay?" she asked "Um yeah" I answered "Matt is looking for you" she confirmed "Oh... Where is he?" I asked "He's in his room" she replied "Oh...okay.. I'll be there" I said and then went upstairs to his room. I knocked the door, once.. Twice.. Three times... Four times... Then I just knocked with desperation until he opened the door.

"Oh there you are!" he said and I rolled my eyes "What do you want?" I asked. "All I want is to talk to you for a while" he smiled "I sighed "fine" annoyed and came in to his room.

-Important-
Hey guys so I'm so sorry for not updating at all in the last few months, but the thing is that I'm going through a lot of medical studies, and for that I can't really use any 3gs/ electronic devices for my own sake 🙏 and I really hope you guys can understand, I will try to update as much as I can because I really want to keep on with these two books 🙆 😁