Why Him?

Well

So for the past two days I've been very stressed and isolating myself from the people at home, which is my mom. She thinks that I'm mad at her, but I'm not. Yesterday I come home from talent show rehearsal with a list of chores to do. They have to be done by 8:30, so I don't get started till 7:40 cause they're really simple. My mom isn't talking to me and I snagging me which is frustrating me. So I go to bed without talking to my mom. Then today I get home take my ten minute break and my mom is back at nagging me. So I keep my feelings bottled up inside and I'm in the laundry room folding clothes, when I hear my mom talking with my grandma about my continuation dress and what jewelry she's going to make for it. And she says "I would do something nice but I'm not feeling the love" that breaks my heart because I'm doing anything to her. Then after my grandma leaves I ask my mom if I can talk to her before she leaves to go to the store and she completely ignores me and walks out the door and leaves. So here I am feeling suicidal, don't worry I'm not going to do anything, and crying.