Why Him?

Ugh! My love life sucks...

Okay so this chapter let's talk about my love life... Yay! <---- sarcasm. So my love life has been crappy, but we are just going to start with 8th grade because, well, that's the okay grade. My crushes name is... Hmmm Let's go with Sherlock, because I've been reading a lot of Sherlock fanfics lately. So Sherlock on the first week of school started talking to me.. I find that odd because in 7th grade he said nobody likes me... So we bonded over supernatural... Which means he became my immediate friend. And we continued to talk more and more as the weeks pass, and finally I tell my mom about him... And how we are just friends and that I don't have a crush in him.. My friends think different.. Cough cough Chelsey cough cough! Even my mom wasn't siding with me that I didn't have a crush on him. Soon Halloween rolled around and I have this Halloween party, I invited him, but he couldn't come because he was going with Josh.. Ugh jocks are the worst! Okay back on track. So he didn't come to the Halloween party and I was pretty sad, but I still had a fun time. Now winter break is approaching, well I was like hey let's invite him over because I'm bored and he likes Halo. So he came over and we played Halo for like 3 hours.... Then he said goodbye.Well winter break is over and my birthday is next.....

We are going to just talk about my birthday party right now okay? Oaky. So my friends and I, Shavelle, Grace, Chelsey, and Erin, all were asking romance questions. Wait hold up let me explain the seating arrangement in the basement. So I have this theater area in my basement which means that I have theater chairs, so two rows of chairs, Kay got it? Good. Back to the questions, so Shavelle is like " Sherlock you don't have to answer this but you can if you want to. Okay guys what would your perfect first kiss be?"

Well I was sitting in first row and Sherlock was in the back row in the same seat thingy, just one row behind me. So while I was playing halo, Sherlock answered the question, and I was distracted by halo, and my friend Erin is the observant one and she wasn't playing halo, so when Sherlock was talking about his perfect first kiss he was starring at me the whole time.... Says Erin, I would explain the first kiss thingy but I'm tired and it's almost 1a.m. And then when we were playing hide and seek in the dark where the seeker has to have their eyes closed Sherlock started going after Erin but then I laughed and he came straight for me.... And then when he had to go home, because he was NOT spending the night... My mom would never allow it. He hugged me. I looked straight at Chelsey and then blushed, I was blushing so hard and didn't want him to see so I had to go over to the counter and pretend to drink some soda. And that was my birthday party... After he left was when my friends explained what these feeling were, because I'm naive.

So Friday which was like two days ago, he was talking with me and then he left... Not really interesting. Okay but then last nights dream was weird. Here's the dream, So Chelsey, Grace, Dayton, Erin, Jaden, Kristi, Sherlock and I were all playing hide and seek, and it was Chelseys turn to seek so me and Erin knew it would take forever for her to find people, so Erin and I teamed up behind this shed building thingy... And lately Erin has noticed that I've been avoiding Sherlock. Then she starts talking about it and then Sherlock comes up and asks Erin if me and him could talk, alone. And she says okay and finds a new spot to hide. Then Sherlock says "Megan why have you been avoiding me?" I turn my head to see where Chelsey is and then I turn back to Sherlock and say " I haven't been av-" I get cut off by him smashing his lips on to mine. And no this didn't actually happen, but I wish it did.... Oh well. Okay so that's all I have to say....

I'm so confuzzled on how to talk to him now.... UGH HORMONES WHY DO YOU HATE ME!!!!

So if you guys have any impute feel free to comment! Much love my Addicted Kangaroos