RATED M
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Pagdating namin ni Aika from the party, I went upstair and took a cold bath. I changed to my night gown then I went to our kitchen to drink some water.
"Ma, I forgot to buy something, bibilhin ko lang sa store sa baba."
"Ingat Aiks, text me if pabalik kana."
"Yes ma."
I sat on the sofa. Hihintayin ko nalang si Aika bumalik then I'll go to sleep na. I yawned it was 1:45AM no wonder why inaantok nako.
I drifted my mind to Risa, bakit niya ginawa yon? I can't help but overthink it. Sino ba naman ang hindi. She kissed me, I touched my lips, I held it for quite some time. Oh, how I missed it. I was deep in my thoughts when somebody knocked. I stood up and unlocked the door.
"May nakalimutam ka Aiks?" I gasped.
Risa was standing in front of me. Anak ng tokwa. She was wearing her pajamas lang.
"What are you doing here?"
"I am here to talk Lens."
"It's 2 am Risa, umuwi kana."
We were arguing in whisper tones.
"Aren't you gonna let me in?"
"Risa andito ang mga bata."
"10 minutes Lens."
I sighed in defeat. Pulled the door open and let her in.
"Oh wow, naglagay na kayo ng gym dito Lens." Risa circles the apartment.
"Oo, regalo ko sa mga bata. Ano na yung sasabihin mo? Make it quick. Bumaba si Aika my binili lang sa lobby."
"I want you back."
Is she out of her mind.
"What the fuck are you taking about Ris. You're getting married. Nawawala kana ba sa sarili Risa?"
"No, I was just trying to get your attention. Please Lens, gagawin ko ang lahat bumalik ka lang."
"No, Risa. Iiwan mo yung tao? Alam mo namang ang tagal ka niyang hinintay. What are you thinking?! Hindi siya laruan na basta basta mo nalang itatapon."
She sighed, walking towards me. Trying to get hold of me.
"Tell me you don't love me then, na naka move on kana, na wala ka ng nararamdaman."
"Risa umuwi kana."
I looked away. I was angry. I was trying to regulate my breathing. I was okay na eh, then here she comes like a whirlwind. Gushing and tearing my walls again. I've accepted the fact na hindi ka na babalik sakin, na pagod kana. Yet here you are pero may sabit parin.
"Risa please." I pleaded.
"Say it Lens. Say it. Say that you don't love me and I will stop. "
I... I mumbled.
"Say it."
"I can't. " I said in almost a whisper, I lifted my head looking directly to her gorgeous brown eyes.
She looked at me with relief hugging me tightly. I look up to her and she captured my lips. I was taken aback, I almost fell backwards. She gripped my waist to prevent me from tripping. She kissed me deeply, her hands roaming from my back to my torso. " Mmumm Ri... sa.. si mmm Ai.. ka.... " I said between her kisses it didn't stop her.
