The return of the author

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Hi. Little life update. A lot has happened.

Small trigger warning in advance for sh and depression.

I don't even know where to start. A lot has happened and I don't know if I should be happy, or absolutely devastated.

To start things off, me and my boyfriend have talked things over. Things are going better and we're back together. He's learned from his mistakes and so did I. Our relationship has never been better. He's supporting me through a lot of things and helping me with my mental health.

I've also been self harm free for almost a month now thanks to him always distracting me. It's very hard and mentally exhausting to fight the urge every day, but I'm slowly getting better.

Then the bad stuff, the clinic wants to throw me on the streets. I have nowhere to go so I would be homeless. I don't know how I'll pull through that, and every day that passes makes it harder for me to keep going. Every day is a step closer to getting thrown on the streets and I don't know how I'll survive the street live.

So as I said, a lot has happened and I don't know whether to feel relieved or devastated.

Anyway, that's my input for now. See you all in the next chapter. <3

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