Emotionless Confessions (Todobaku)

5. What is this feeling?

I'm so sorry for updating so slow. But I have chapter 6 and 7 finished already as well so I might update again today.

Shos pov

Its Thursday afternoon and we're almost done for the party tomorrow. All we need is some more decorations and boom, done! After Bakugou blew up the tables on Monday, Midoriya and me decided it would be best if he helped Kirishima and Kaminari picking drinks and snacks. Who knows what those poor tables did to offend Bakugou to the point of him ending their table lives so quick. Momo was upset as well since she made the table parts, but she was kind enough to make new ones for us.

She helped Midoriya and me build them, just to make sure we get it right and Bakugou doesn't come over to explode everything again.

On Tuesday Bakugou was a little distant with me, Wednesday he didn't talk to me and today he won't even look at me. He's constantly hanging around Kirishima and the redhead sometimes even manages to make Bakugou laugh. But the second I come over his entire smile drops and he's ready to murder.

Maybe he just pretended to like me all this time. Pretended to like me so he can make fun of my pathethic life. I try to tell myself it's not like that and he's just having a bad week but I can't help to get this weird pull in my chest when he's around Kirishima and acting like everything is okay. I dont know what's happening to me and why I feel that way, but I want it to stop.

Bakugou's yelling catches my attention and I look over to him chasing Kirishima around the field. The spiky blonde has an angry smile on his face but he still seems to be enjoying himself. My entire chest feels heavy like I'm suffocating as Kirishima jumps on Bakugou's back and wraps his legs around his waist to keep himself in place. Why is this happening? Why does this hurt? They're best friends they're just playing around. Stop being a selfish bitch Shoto.

Without thinking I turn around and make my way to the restrooms as soon as I can, ignoring Midoriya calling for me. I need to clear my head.

Everyone hold onto your seats, it's getting angsty.