Doctor Anna Off To The Side :) play the song on the right>>>>>>
Roc(pov): hearing those words come out of briana mouth hurt me , bad. I can't believe we have got to a point in our marriage that she has to question my love for her. it just breaks my heart to see her so... broken. she thinks we have lost our connection. sad part is I never even noticed. I never took the time to stop and actually talk to briana about her feelings. she right we never cuddle anymore anytime shes in my arms things get dirty. we never go on dates we barley even spend time with each other I see her like an hour or 2 out of my whole day. life is just really busy for me I have a lot on my plate. im a music producer meaning I have artists I have to tend to im working on three different albums. I be everywhere making things happen for my artists. and the days that im off I spend with the kids.Naomi has non stop performances because she in this lil dance group. she real serious about her dancing. and it makes me smile to see her so dedicated. noah is just 2 years old and I want him to have a great childhood and be able to experience everything that Naomi did at his age. my life is just so hectic. but briana knew it would be like this she knew what she was getting her self into when she first started dating me. but still family comes first. I sighed out of frustration as I laid back on the bed. I want to go after her to see if she alright. but I know she needs her space. but then again I have to keep a close eye on bri remember what happened last time she got real upset? she tried to commit suicide. I closed my eyes trying to think about what I was going to do to fix this. before things get worst....
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Briana: hey baby how was school?
Naomi: good , what we doing today?
Briana: uncle diggy coming to get you for the day.
her eyes filled with joy.
Naomi: yay!!
I giggled.
Briana: why so happy?
Naomi: because I miss him, we always have so much fun.
I smiled.
Briana: well go and put you things down because he will be here in like 5 minutes.
she nodded. then went upstairs after greeting her daddy. roc just insisted that Naomi go spend the day with diggy idk why tho but oh well diggy can use the company. I walked into the living room where roc and noah sat. me and roc haven't really talk much ever since the incident. we only talk when we have too. I was hoping that when I walked out that room the other night , he would chase after me and hold me in his arms then tell me he still care. but this isn't a fairytale and unfortunately that didn't happen.
" Chicken or steak?" I asked roc referring to dinner.
"chicken." he replied back plainly. I nodded then walked back into the kitchen to prepare dinner. now I know for sure. roc doesn't care anymore. the old roc wouldn't have never let me walk out that room that night. but this is the new roc. and he just proved to me he doesn't care. he won't even fight for me anymore. and the worst part is today is my birthday and he couldn't even give me a simply 'happy birthday'. he probably forgot anyways. I sighed as a few tears fell from my eyes.
BEEP.
I left the kitchen and looked out the window. it was diggy. I smiled.
" Naomi come on." I said trying to keep my voice from cracking from me crying earlier. roc just glanced at me then turned his head back towards the tv. wow. -_-
