hanafuda ˚ ༘ ⋆｡˚ k. izana x reader

[33] MAKE UP & BREAK APART [33]

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花札

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(this chapter is a bit short because i'm trying to separate the chapters for them to make sense 😭)

— y/n's pov —

we went into his room, i crossed my arms and leaned against a wall "what do you want to talk about?"

he pulled something out of his pocket and held it up, right in front of my face.

it was a picture... of a girl. it looked like emma, just a bit different.

i raised a brow "what is that?" he pulled out another picture, it was the same girl just in way older...

"that's emma's mom" "why are you showing me this?"

"she's a bitch" he said while stuffing the pictures back to his pockets "do you know why me and emma look so different from each other?" "i don't know?... you look like your dad?"

izana chuckled "hah, i do... i think"

he pulled out another picture - a man with blonde hair.

"this is emma's dad"

i raised a brow - what is he trying to show me?

"emma and i, we aren't related" my eyes widened.

"you... you're not?" "no, emma, mikey and shinichiro... i'm not related to any of them" he sat down onto the bed "you're the first person that i ever told about this... you're the only alive person that knows besides emma's mom"

"izana... i'm sorry- no, why am i apologising?" he looked up at me in confusion.

"are you excusing murdering emma by telling me you guys aren't related?" "what- no! i'm just... trying to share my story with you"

"tch" i scoffed at him "sharing your story with me won't make me forgive you..." i turned away and was about to leave again, suddenly he was standing in front of me.

he fell onto his knees and grabbed onto my hand "y/n i don't know how to apologise, okay? i don't understand why i did it, i wanted to hurt mikey but.. i shouldn't have killed emma, but i don't know how to explain this-!" i could hear him starting to sob.

"i'm... a horrible person for killing my sister... i understand that.. i'd do anything for you to forgive me, i can't stand you hating me! i promised you that i won't leave you, and i promised myself to be with you forever!"

my bottom lip started to twitch, i stared down at izana kneeing in front of me, staring at the floor sobbing.

i was... so mad at him, and i still am.. but, i can't help but still love him. him sobbing in front of me breaks my heart... i couldn't help but start crying as well.

i kneeled down as well and raised his head, he just looked at me in surprise.

"i'm sorry, izana... i'm- there's so much going on, but..." i pulled him into a hug "it doesn't matter... i forgive you.. i don't want to leave you either"