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Him falling out of love | S.JH

You: It's been two years since we became a couple. Time flies. But love doesn't, right? It seems like my love for him is growing day by day. I fell in love with his realness. The way he looked at me made my heart flutter all the time. the way his voice sounded calling my name and his smile afterwards because he knew what he did to me. That he was the reason for everything beautiful I felt.

Jake: It's been two years since we became a couple. Two years. It's been a while right? My love for her.. I mean I love her. I have to, right? she's my girlfriend after all *laughs*. After a while love turns into a habit. I mean love is still there, but you don't think about love after two years. It's not like it's fading, but it fades into the background.

reading the article about "What couples do think in a longer relationship" made y/n's blood boil. What is he saying there? Love fades away?

The girl can't take her eyes off that line, off that article. She is afraid to read more. afraid of what her boyfriend was thinking. What he might say. She is embarrassed of saying how beautiful love is and how she still feels towards him when he clearly wasn't feeling that way. She felt ridiculous. she couldn't move but couldn't stop shaking as well.

You: his love language? uhm.. I dont know ive never thought about that.. I mean at the beginning he always gave me gifts like flowers, chocolate or something like a necklace but I don't think that he expects anything from me. Not that I never got him something *smiles widely*. That's just not his love language and I'm sure about this. He isn't someone who verbally says cute stuff *laughs* but he's touchy. He likes holding hands, recently he does that all the time. He also liked watching movies together, but sadly we don't do that as often as we did. He has a packed schedule so I understand that.

Jake: Love language? what is that *looks confused* I mean she likes gifts. maybe that? uhmm.. she likes when I help her out with stuff. Wait I know, she always tells me she lo-.. I mean stuff like.. what do you call it? like appreciative words. And recently she likes holding my hand so I gave in *laughs*

The girl can't believe what she's reading. Is it true? He wasn't actually holding her hand, it was the opposite? But what does he like? Should she actually read more?

You: What do I like about him? Where should I start? *smiles* oh.. just one thing?I love his eyes. The look he always gives me. The love I felt when he looked at me. *In thoughts* like I said he has a packed schedule, he's exhausted all the time and we don't really find time to do something. we don't even talk much *laughs nervously* But I loved that about him.

Jake: What I loved about her? so I.. huh? oh what i love about her.. sorry-

No, she couldn't read more. She just couldn't. She straightly stood up, got her coat and walked out of her apartment. The girl couldn't even cry, she didn't know what to feel. she straightly drove over to his house. She knows about his packed schedule but what if it was just an excuse so he didn't have to see her?

she inhaled deeply before ringing on his door. It took some seconds before Jake opened the door, but it felt like minutes to her. He opened the door and looked at her. "Y/n-", "Jake. we need to talk." She tried to get in, but was stopped by Jake.

She looked at him confused. "Is it about the article?"

her breath stocked. So he did read it. "Can I come in,"

He thought about it for a second. a second too much. "Or is there someone I shouldn't see?" her mouth was faster than her mind. "What do you think of me, Y/n?", "I don't know anymore."

He went aside so she could walk in. But she wasn't going in. She was afraid.

"Did you read the whole article?" He asked her, "I didn't know they would put everything I say in-", "Jake.", she had other things on her mind. "Jake," she said again. her voice was shaky, "do you still feel something for me?"

Jake looked at her. She couldn't read his face. He wasn't giving anything away. "I do-", "No, Jake! Do you still feel love for me? Do you still love me?"

Just now his face softened. She was desperate, she was frustrated. Angriness, sadness and everything mixed up. She was a mess right now.

He took too long to answer, she thought.

But maybe him taking longer to answer would have been better than her heart breaking after the words he said, "I don't know what i'm feeling."

Jake doesn't know. He doesn't know what he's feeling. without saying anything she walked back holding back her tears. How ridiculous that she found out about this over an article.

She took one step into her room and started crying immediately. She was holding it back the whole time but she couldn't take it anymore.

hours and hours later she got up getting herself a glass of water. She saw the article on the table, took her glass and sat right in front of it.

You: What does love mean to me? Once you find true love it stays forever. It's your light in the dark. It gives you hope and motivates you to do better. it-

She didn't want to read this bullshit. How old is this person answering, she thought. five? She has no idea what love is.

Jake: What does love mean to me? Can I tell the truth? Love is scary. First you are ready to risk it all for your partner. You do everything to make the other person happy and forget your own needs. If your partner does something you don't really like you overlook it. She makes you presents and supports you. But humans can't do that forever. At some point it gets lesser and lesser. Then you ask yourself, why? Is she or he losing interest? You go crazy. you have sleepless nights when you have a fight. or you have sleepless nights because you miss your partner. Later on you're confused. Was she really the.. I mean your partner, was your partner really the one you fell in love with? Or did you fall in love with someone you created in your mind?
I think love is scary. Love is dangerous. There is great love as well, I'm not saying there isn't. But great love didn't find me.