Save me

You are my world 🌎

Warning: mention of suicide.

Felix's pov,

“Why did you left like that?” I asked as soon as we came out of the café without even telling Amber we are finishing up our shift.

“He will find out if there is something wrong with me.” He said and started to walk to the hell hole.

“well, it is good if we let him know, right? He can help you.” I said still not understanding what he is trying to say.

“What would I do if he decided to take me somewhere? I can’t lose you.” He said stopped in his tracks and turned towards me.

“maybe, but it is for the good right? You can be free, you didn’t deserve everything that is happening to you jack.” I said as hugged him. He needs to understand and maybe it is for good if he get to escape from there. He didn’t say anything just started to walk away with the lame excuse of ‘we are late already.’

Nothing changed for the rest of the week, my father still the crazy man he is and Jackson took the burn of it. There is nothing i could do do stop it. Until,I decided it is good if I am not in the puzzle anymore. This will solve everything.

Today Jackson will come late to home as he got detention as he was with Got6 when they got into a fight. 'This is it' I thought as I closed the bathroom and took out the razor.

Jackson's pov,

"D-do you guys re-really want to be friends with me??" I asked still couldn't believe they would say this to me. 

“Of course we want to be friends with you Jack.” Bambam said as he neared me looking so much believable.

“If we could be more than that, it will be awesome. But, for now friends it is.” Yugyeom said as he pulled me by his waist and they all moved to go to their class.

“Looks like he is fagot too.” Someone said slightly more than a whisper.  Like they are afraid to say ti aloud, but that doesn’t stopped Got6 to beat him up.

They didn’t even turned to look at me as they launched to the one that spoke out at them. I was lost for words as I don’t even know how to react at this type of situation as there is never one stood up for me except my mother and Felix at some situation. They are ready to tear him apart. I moved before I could think and tried to pull them away. When they finally let him go he already had a broken nose, bloodied face who knows whatever is broken in his body.

The principal’s room, it felt cold in here as there is we are the one who was in trouble here. The talk didn’t last long as they got6 just said that the one boy they beat up was bulling me and everything solved just like that. The influence they had on the management.

“Don’t worry we won’t let anyone talk bad about you.” Jb said as he caressed my head. I felt the spark, but I let myself believe that we are just friends nothing more again and again. There is no way I am going to let my heart break with feelings I have for them.

The others said they want to spend some more time with me, so I lied that I had detention to Felix as he is not really fond of Got6 with the way they treated me before and he kinds knew about my unrequired love for them. We spent our time with talking and laughing for after a long time I felt myself like a normal teenager again.

When I went to the café, Amber said Felix didn’t come in the evening which really surprised me. There is no way he is going to miss the extra free time he get away from the hell hole and his so called father. I didn’t think much about it though as it can be exhausting with the school and work and needing to see the tortures here and there. I know it is definitely affecting his metal strength. I am no better so I have nothing to do for that.

I didn’t expect to see Lay again today. He came to me with the look of concern on his eyes. “Jack, what is that fucking father of yours doing to you?” he asked as he looked angry. ‘How the hell did he knew about this’ I opened my mouth to say something but nothing came out as I got no answer for that question.

“How did you know?” was the only thing I managed to spill out as my mind went haywire.

“By this.” he said as he shoved his phone on my face. I didn’t even dared to look up at that, I know what he is talking about that god damn porn. I am felt disgusted to even be seen as like that infront of someone who is brother like me.

“I am sorry gege…” I broke down, not really caring about anything as of now.

“Jack… are you okay?” Amber asked as she and Jessi came behind me. Thinking this man making me uncomfortable.

“I-I am okay Amber… Can I talk to you guys for a second?” I asked looking at all of them. I didn’t wat to hide anything to them. Not when they showed me nothing but kindness.

“We can Jack, we are literally going to close the shop early. Come on first sit down a bit.” Jessi said as she pushed me to sit on one of the chairs. They all settled on the table after the placed the close sign on the door. It felt weirdly soothing with people you feel belonged to.

I told them everything from the start to end with my step dad and the things we go through every day as there is much to hide with the porn and everything on the way. All of them didn’t interrupt me which I am really greatful for. After that Lay started, “You can’t keep living like this Jack..” he said and I know that, that’s when I said them about our plan to escape.

“Okay, bring Felix with you tomorrow, I can help you with everything, I know a doctor to do it without getting any one knew about it. It won’t even reach you father. We can finish the surgery and you both are free of his hands, right?” he asked. I couldn’t even control my smile as I thought about it. Everything is going too good too fast. I nodded smiling and hugging him.

I practically ran to our house, I never thought I would go to my house happily, but here I am running like there is no tomorrow to tell Felix about the news. “Lexie…” I called out as I reached his room, there is no sound or any signs of him being there.

I ran all through the house searching for him, Mr. Lee laid on his bed probably getting drunk. When I can’t seem to find him anywhere my heart started to race. Finally I remembered I didn’t check on the bathroom.

I didn’t expect to see that…

There he was laying motionless on the bathroom floor with blood pooling around him.

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